16 December, 2009

Now watever position I slp oso wont comfortable.

Be it I lie straight, slp left or right side, I will not be able to slp peacefully.
Feel so tiring n painful everywhere. Oh my.... -_-

I start preparing myself for maternity leave & baby's stuff now..

Its getting nearer n nearer each day.. Feel happy cos I'll get to see my precious baby boy soon..

Not worth feeling sad or heartbreak for him liao. U shd jolly well wake up all ur ideas n lift up ur head n walk to the right path.

Baby ar, mummy lovesssssss u.

12:39 PM

11 December, 2009

Frankly, Y wan to make urself like tis?

Im not the only one saying u, infact, everyone have eyes to see..

Cant u wake up ur idea? When someone say u shd not do tis, there muz a reason.
Y insist being so stubborn?

I feel reali uncomfortable seeing u putting on the thai "fo pai". Esp when it is station nicely in our room. Cant feel peace at all..

I reali hope me n baby wont get distracted by all tis..

Baby's hand will alway hold on to mine.. U will regret behaving like tis when baby is born out.

3:45 PM

04 December, 2009

Nobody can talk him round or wake up his idea ONLY his BROS.

Im no one to him, Im jus a nobody to him.

Jus treat it as I hv wasted all my effort on him, I shall let him be alone n continue listen to "them".. The them r those BROS!

I BELIEVE I can nv rely on u.
U wont gv me n baby little happiness.

Nvm, forget it.. I'll jus lead on my own path..
Ling, U're rite la.... He will nv change.

Til now, I cant see any better improvemet on him, infact, is none!

Reali upset enough liao, no matter wat. I wont allow baby boy to follow his step, baby boy will only follow mine path. I will gv him the best of everyting.

Baby, pls rem hard.. Nex time study hard, be a someone who will make me n tis family feel proud. alrite? =) muack!!

11:00 AM

03 December, 2009

Haha!

Serve her rite, now kenna bomba by other ppl..
She isnt anyone to me, perhaps not even an ant or worse den dog shit!
I will nv nv respect ppl like her. Oso will nv nv be friend wif someone like her. :)
So wat if she is a mother of one? Big deal?

Wa, somemore ask a young gal to get a life, eh.. U leh? Mind ur own business la. Alreadi a mother liao leh..
U'r nothing better den tat young gal oso..

Act like a ah lian, her blog full of #$%&^%$#$%^&*.. OMG!!

This kind of little girl say so much oso no use wan.
Not she fierce den everyone gotto scare her! Boo!
Nv met tio me nia. I jus dun like u n ur bunch of girls.
Can jio me 1 to 1 if u not happy. :)

Dun tink u woodland ppl I scare u!
Who the fark u tink u all u r?

If u dun go huan tio ppl, u tink ppl will say u meh?
Mature liao la, dun influence ur daughter..

11:36 AM

26 November, 2009

Reached office!

Went for a veri quick shopping last nite at westmall.
Bought myself a pair of sandals n some inner top.

I do not hesitate to spend money n hv a happy shopping.
How I wish I can go shop watever I wan, buy watever I like..
I dare not tink of the consequences if I reali....

Lulu, how I wish I can be like u.
Got anyting u wan as a surprise from ur husband.
She indeed enjoy her trip at Hong Kong. Go n her blog n read, under my frd list "summer".

Who dun wish to married someone who is reliable n able to gv u happiness.
I wish he is someone who I can rely too!!!

I dun tink baby is the who ruins up ur life, the fact is if u continue got no income, no saving, no job, u will be the one ruining baby's life.

I have enough of ur ideas, starting up a own business, do tis n tat.. Cos it will nv work out! At times, I hope he will take my advice but he jus insist to be in his own way..

I can nv see the success but only disappointment. No point me saying u again n again. One time is enough. I jus wan a simple life.

I have stop pin pointing alot of tings, trust he realise I didnt even bother to say much abt his behaviour. If u feel it better tis way for me to keep my mouth shut, I will jolly well shut up n say no more.

Y upset me when Im preg? Im sad enough of all sickening symptoms I hv been facing. Cant jus u cheer me up? So dishearten already n upset yet he stil behave tis way.

I dare not let mummy know he is no longer working now.
I trust mummy will be damn worried for me. Will be tinking alot for me.. =(

Everyone gv u lots of chance to prove urself but if u choose to be tis way, Im gonna gv up all my hope too.

Now feeling is like u r on my path, n Im on my own path.. No longer like before.. *Sad*
Mayb someday U might realise Im not a perfect wife for u.. Or u might even fall for someone else.. I hv tried my best but I fail to fulfill cos certain tings r twisting in my mind..

I cant believe anymore of the promise he made to me, the more confident I had in u, the chance of me getting upset is much more higher. U jolly well understand wat do u wan.

Gv baby ur love, not jus talk but action.
Dun wan to hear forever cos there's nothing forever in tis world, unless u reali make up ur mind to walk along wif me faithfully, hold on my hands tight til my veri last breath. But will u?

I missed it cos I had already let go the forever I had b4. Mayb I dun deserve to hv it..

8:26 AM

25 November, 2009

Im still upset, veri upset, reali veri upset!!!!!!!!!!!

Still determine to follow wat my heart is tinking & I'll follow my heart.
I gotto b like tis otherwise, Im gonna disappoint mummy & my baby..

8:54 AM

24 November, 2009

Nothing is sweeter having ur loves one staying by ur side to face any problem u r encountering.

Jus another 2months n my nightmare will starts...... =)

10:41 AM

23 November, 2009

Im goin to wash my hand off from u....

3:26 PM

Im reali unhappy....

1:52 PM

20 November, 2009

Excited cos its weekend le..~

I assume I will be able to rest well over tis weekend.
Home is still the warmest shelter. Full of love~

When Im hungry in the mid of nite, mummy will nv fail to wake up to make someting for me to eat or drink no matter how tired she is.

I miss my hubby, miss having him beside me.. But I still dun feel goin back to hubby's place. :(
I still cant feel any secure. Reali....... My phobia is still there.

I dun wish to step back mummy's place.
She explained, not every minor ting happen n I hv to move back.
I hv grown up, going to be parents soon.
I eleborate to her wat happen n calm down myself b4 I cry.
But Im totally heartbreak at tat moment.
Im struggling for his return n hope his mind will alway place me n baby first.
Jus like b4 we r married, he is even sweeter den sweet. No matter how tired is he, how busy is he, he still takes effort to meet me, sms me.. I still able to sense his love n concern.

He fail to come back til morN.. He told me jus sit there n drink only.
Wa.. Even lagi heartbreak alritE!

Im sooo farking sickening of my sleepless nite but u r outside accompanying frd settle family problem, drinking til morn.
I agree ur frd will feel so much better aft drinking, calming down, wont hv anymore harsh action against his wife but how abt me?

Even if horrible scenarios happen infront of u, u cant b jus worrying for them n neglect me at home, tinking Im slping n u jus stay there wif them drinking peacefully.

I nv stop u having frds but it seems we quarrel becoz of them asking u go drink, staying out late, or ........ blah blah blah..

Im ur wife! Im someone who is going to spend wif u for ur whole entire life. Y u bear to let me face minor pains myself. Shdnt U be happy Im carrying our baby inside my tummy?

How I wish I can behave like tis too, go drink whenever I like, go til morn whenever I wan.
I hv stop all eversince Im wif u n hv our precious baby.

I hope u seriously know wat I mean.

8:43 AM

19 November, 2009

When can I stop dropping tears?

I jus need a small favour from u, a veri simple request from me..
Jus need u to stay by my side n dun bother other tings for this few months.. Is it reali so hard?

Do u know its veri scary facing all by myself?

I dun expect too much,..
- jus shower abit more of love n concern to our baby boy..
- Stablise ur career..
- Stop watever u shd stop..

I will be contented!!

The rest of other problem abt myself, I will solve it.

10:29 AM

18 November, 2009

SHIT!!!

Broke tis news to me, he dun wan to work liao..

Tis time reali DOOM!!!!!

Once he ever told me b4.. He is a guy, he will work for the sake of tis family.
BUT NOW??

Change new job?

Do u tink its easy to get a job from 9am~5pm or even knock off earlier?
Do u tink its easy to get a job now?
Do u tink u can stay long in another new company?
Do u tink the nex company will gv u the pay of wat u expected?

Have he reali forgotten wat he ever promise?

Shd I continue believe? Tell me!! Am I too understanding?

3:08 PM

Can u fulfill my veri last wish?

U can forget me.. but pls...

Rem baby every min n sec in ur mind.

Baby is waiting to be in ur arm. He needs ur warmest hug..

9:32 AM

17 November, 2009

Went back home at last mid-nite abt 4am ++.. WTF!!

Ya, mind u.. Its 4am. Im so scare when I walk out, sky is still dark, only me alone walking on street.

He alway remind me, cannot starve or empty stomach. Muz go eat if Im hungry.. But afew times, when I try to tell u, Im hungry.. How I wish U will bring me go eat, but no! U jus leave me walk out alone to hv my lunch.. Even raining, I hv to walk down alone to hse downstair for a meal. He will end up resting at home..

Recall alot n tears as I walk home back alrite! Baby kicking me damn hard.
I know baby begin to feel he is suffering liao. But no choice baby, endure wif mummy a little while..
Let me hv a proper rest n tink how shd I proceed wif my nex move.

Morn wake up feel soooo upset, tear when I was on my way to work too!
Cant he dote on me n baby more? Or jus dote on baby abit more..??
Its gonna b a veri cute baby.. Our veri first baby.. alrite!

Spending all his time slping at home during day time n work at nite.
Day time job jus leave it to his boss to decide huh?

My mind is full of questions:

Wat if u lost ur day time job someday? (Den me n baby's expense, how? We need u..)
When will u stop all those nite stuff? (Wat if unexpected tings happen?)
When will u start taking gd care of tis small family of ours?
When will u wake up ur idea?
When will u stop competing those idiot bikers on road? (Im worry but u jus feel nothing.)
When will u get ready to stable down urself? (Baby need ur guidance.)
When will u be more sensible?
When will u place me n baby first in ur heart? (Hv u ever place us first?)

When will u fulfill me all of the above for me?

Please dun make me dishearten anymore!
I dun deserve tis kind of torture.

I hv already put in all my effort by staying by ur side giving u 101% assurance I will be ur only gal who stays wif u for the rest of ur lifetime. Its up to u to decide whether u will hold on to me for awhile or everlasting..

10:49 AM

09 November, 2009

Updating... =)

Nearly a month nv touch on my blog le..
Tat's becoz Im veri veri tired.

Second week of the month, feel so excited today..
Baby check up tis evening!! *happy*

B4 I get preg, I didnt realise or notice pregnancy is so tough..
First 3 months is abit xin ku but not tat jialat cos only morN sickness..
I tot 9 months passes so quickly but when I reach the 6th or 7th months, I could feel the tiring n pain. Its unbearable de, okie?

Big tummy isnt easy cos..
- will affect ur appetite easily
- u hv to slow down ur walking steps
- at nite slp turn over from side to side oso hv to be in slow motion.

My little chap inside my tummy kick hardly every day n nite. I cant even walk properly at times. Needa hold on to my tummy n walk. -_-"

Today's scanning will be able to see my little boy agian.. yeah!!
Well, another 3 months only.. I will be able to carry my own boy nex yr.. Wheee~

8:55 AM

21 October, 2009

Hooray.. my lappy recover.. Virus GonE! =)

Days without internet reali hard to survive..

Cough n flu.. =( Hope wont affect baby..
Im taking medication, hopefully all my sickness gone faster..

Baby check up jus completed on Monday. Doctor says I need to gain more weight. =)
Baby is healthy n active.

I love baby lots.. Althou he kick me in the mid of the nite..
But since last nite, he nv kick so hard le.. Perhap he knows mummy is sick le, need alot of rest. Agree? Cos hubby oso agree yea..

7:30 PM

15 October, 2009

Hv not been updating for days..

I hv been wondering wat is the best way to stop my negative tinking.
I used to spend money as n when I like if Im in bad mood, but I can no longer behave like past cos I hv a baby who is arriving nex yr n I guess my baby boy need alot of my supports..

I will gv the best of all to my baby, I promise & I swear!

Gd news to share, finally I got my mobile devices.
I can excess internet anywhere, anytime.. =)

I wont feel bored at home anymore le..

6:20 PM

09 October, 2009

TMD!!

Encounter tis problem recently..

Seems like Im buying new shoe every month. WTH!!

If it is not tis month buy, nex month spoil, it will be tis month buy, nex month no friction liao.
Knn! Is it got problem wif me choosing shoes now or wat? -__-"
Or nowadays shoe reali cannot make it?

Eh, I dun like to spend so much $ on one item but tis timE no choice, for the sake for my baby's safety, I hv to be more caution.

Tis few nitE nv slp well at all, wake up at midnite.. Slp abt 3~4hours every nite now.. How to continue work?

I know I will not gv up tis job, infact, I cant afford to lose tis job too.
Working hours r flexible, paper work isnt so much as last time, boss is nice n etc....

I still keep my promises.. =) Love u..

9:22 AM

06 October, 2009

Veri tulan!!!

Watever is in front of me now, I hv no interest at all..

I have too many tings to complain nowadays. Non-stop wan..
Frankly speaking, I know I'll become veri jialat aft I gv birth.

All my bad temper will still goes to u so let me tell u in advance, its gonna be a heavier bad temper den now (during my pregnancies)..

Trust mE!

I will move back home if tis coming 15th still no money come back.
Dun u dare to gv me anymore farking shit excuses. Cos I dun gv a damn oso.

I need alot of peace n rest from this moment to my due date.
Let me kio u nicely aft I gv birth to my prince.
U'll get wat I mean sooner or later, alrite? =)

I still hv alot of activites on pending.
I cant dye my hair cos got use tio chemical so I need to "LUN" til I gv birth.
I cant rebond my hair.
I cant go travel now.
I cant continue my lessons.
I cant drink.
I cant smoke.
I cant sleep late.
I cant eat too much seafood.
I cant drink cold water.

Eh.. too many tis n tat liao.. I buay lun liao la.... =(

1:00 PM

05 October, 2009

Monday blue but no more once I feel baby's kick n movement..

Count down from today to 19th October.. Phew!
Baby check up neh.. =)

He kick in the day, aftnoon, evening, nite n midnite.. Whole day hor? Not tiring de leh..

SeE! Even baby oso wan/ need extra attention n concern from somebody..
I work n work.. at times oso forget my little prince is inside my tummy. =)
I tends to forget abt him n only busy at work til he kick me. Phew! Ya!! I hv to saYang n speak to him now n then.

Mummy loves u, daddy loves u, we loves u.. =)

11:15 AM

02 October, 2009

HOPELESS

I hv alot of tings to share here but I reali duno how to start writing. The above highlighted word is the only word I can describe him now.

I know tings hv gone from bad to worse but all tis dun cause by me.

I did not gv him stress, I oso didnt care to bother so much of wat he doing nowaday.

Let me make it clear, not I dun wanna care, u all shd know wat I try to advise him n talk to him nicely yet he choose to ignore all my advises.

Now Im already 5months++ preg, Im getting more n more tiring til I dun hv tat much strength to say him le.

Im home everyday aft I knock off fr work yet he is outside running everywhere.

Ya, at times.. I was tinking did he tink of home, me & baby anot? How come he seems dun bother at all. I did ask him afew times y he rather stay outside den at home? He told me he needs to earn $.

Hey everyone out there! Dun u find its a 天大笑话. Hmm.. okie, of cos u wont tink its funny cos I hv not say out wat actuali happen.

Last evening he went down to Thomson to pay for the rest of the balance of my medical check up fee n bought fish oil for me oso. I was pretty happy cos I finally got my fish oil. (Been wanting to buy but he told me not enough $!!)

The most damn it ting is he went tattoo-ing his back. Alrite, tis is the main point! =)
He told me he need to earn $ for me n baby, rite?
Den last nite go tattoo his back, mind u! Not small part okie? Is full back ok!!
U ppl know tattoo cost $$ oso. But y?

Wat is the reason is putting another so called "ART"?
Doesnt he aware he is a married man n is goin to be a dad soon?
Y he still choose to mix wif those ppl? (R they reali ur so called "bros"? pls wake up ur mind! They r brainless n hv no bright future ppl.)
Y dun he save tat few hundred dollar for me n baby?
Y didnt he choose to bring me out for a meal or gv me for some saving when he got his money?
Now I hv alot of why n why..

I feeling soooo down now. Hoping I could hv someone to speak to now. :'(

Baby, pls rem hard.. no matter wat happen, u will alway be wif mummy.

8:16 AM

29 September, 2009

Pondering wat name shd I gv to my baby boy now..
So headache~

Duno will he like n loves the name we gv it to him oso.. Wonder wonder wonder~

Im quite relax now cos I know baby is healthy n lively inside my tummy everyday.
He kick n kick non-stop. PHew~

I feel so blessed at timEs.. (tat kind of feeling so unexplainable!)

Went wif a frd to Yew Tee point for tim sum at Xin Wang last niTe.
Tis frd called me up at abt 8pm for dinner. Alrite, tis frd hv my accompanied.
Reach home abt 11pm. -_-" Damn tired de ok..

So sweet tat hubby called me when I was at Yew Tee Pt.
He wan to meet up wif me n go back home together yea. Abit surprise~
But in the end, no meet :p cos tis frd finish our TAU HUAY sooo slow til I ask hubby no need wait for me..

Hee.. In the end, still manAge to meet tio hubby at the lift lobby.. =)

9:03 AM

28 September, 2009

Happy cos cos cos cos the gender of my precious is announced on 26 September 09.

My precious is a baby boy yea.
Baby is fine n healthy. =)

Might gv birth early if baby grows fast.

Dearest baby, mummy loves u lots... *muackssss*

8:17 AM

24 September, 2009

How I wish I have a bottle of Martell in front of me rite now.
I wish I could make myself drunk like last timE.. Rather k.o for afew hours n hv a gd rest.

Still insist behaving like tis.. wat can I do?

I dun wan to say more. Jus hope u dun contact me le.

10:02 AM

23 September, 2009

wat kind of farking logiC is tis?

The more he says he need me to understand him, the more I find myself funny.

y?

Becoz I tink I hv been too understanding.. =)

I told u I appreciate the effort u put in me n baby is becoz I tot u were reali working (decent job!)..
KNN!! How to continue appreciate when I know U're doing the wrong ting again!!!

OMFG!! GONE CASE!!!

8:13 AM

22 September, 2009

I understand n appreciate wat hv my hubby done for me. =)

Hubby bring me for steamboat yesterday.. Reached T.B abt 2pm n leave at 4plus.. *enjoy!!*

Aft tat, I join Cheryl go find uncle at his workplace den hubby proceed to work lo..
Went down to iluma n slack awhile.. Chill at uncle workplace awhile.. *Seven is cosy!!* =)

Watch them play pool n darts.. *relax!!!*

Went to bugis village n hunt for my gaigai wear.. PheW~ I hv bought wat I wan n Im wearing my new cloth to work today.. =)

Last nite reach home abt 10pm den rest awhile til hubby come home.. Chat awhile..
Suddenly feel so touched by him.. He work n work for the sake of me n baby..

Everyting changed cos I nv feel bored or anyting missing anymore.. =)

He remind me tis sat is baby's check up.. He miss baby as much as me cos its been a month we nv c baby le.. Im wondering how is my precious inside my tummy now? Is baby excited?
*cos I can only feel baby's kick n movement in my tummy but not my hubby!*
Hubby only listen to my naG n chanting abt how powerful is baby's kick. Haha!!

Hubby bought a pair of HTC Diamond phone (White colour) for me n himself..
He says he love his bao bei n baby forever~

10:46 AM

18 September, 2009

Damn happy leh..
I hv 3 days rest til Monday leh.. =)
I feel sooo tired waking up early everyday.. (sometiMes fedup lo...)

Nowadays I turn in at abt 9plus.. Last nitE worst, nearly fall aslp around 8plus..
I was telling myself stop lying on bed, watch tv!! watch tv!!
But my eyes cant fail to stop closing, nearly doze off.. Lucky mummy call me, jus nice chat awhile wif her den laugh laugh abit den awake liao.. =)

This sat go for rebonding.. =) Yea~

I remember its on 26 September la.. :p
A week more to go yea.. =)

*B.L.E.S.S.E.D*

8:32 AM

17 September, 2009

Been veri worried for his safety when work.. On road whole day..~
Hope he ride wif care..

Haiz.. baby jus 4 months plus.. Alot of ppl say fast.. But I feel its soo slow cos I hv been looking forward to carry my own baby, I wan to see my baby look like who, I wan to know baby's confirm/ exact gender.. =) Enjoying my pregnancy period yea.. =) I like feeling baby's kick in my stomach..

Tis moRn my alarm wake me up but I still continue to nua awhile..
Oh dear, my baby kick me yea.. A power wan oso, hard kick.. *hee* den I quickly sit up n sayang my tummy.. Haha..~ I was whispering to baby: okok, mummy wake up n prepare for work le..

Or when Im watching comedy show, as I laugh.. baby will suddenly kick me oso.. Phew~ -___-"

I hv got baby's stuff from Carin.. Her daughter grown up now le.. So pass to me.. Hee..~
A baby car, some toys, some cloths (Unisex de!) & more...
Thanks yA!!

11:00 AM

16 September, 2009

Weather is so hot tis few nites, last nite cant tahan so on air-con n watch 命中注定我爱你.

Ah lao went in JB last nite to pump petrol, so Im all alone wif nana inside room til the show end.

When he is back home, I already slp til like pig liao.. Can hear him opening n close our room door, but my eyes jus couldnt open. Im soooooooo tired la..

Later on, hug me slp slp slp til morn ya..

I will be home tonitE for dinner yea. Mummy n ah wei miss me damn much, but problem is Im soo tired aft I knock off from work everyday. =(

Today is exceptional case la, my two cuties running out of food liao so I ask hubby to buy their food n bring to my hse den pei me for dinner. Phew~

Baby's kick is getting stronger each day, hubby can feel baby's kick liao.. Its power wan ok!
Its not painful but sometimes feel veri veri irritating wor..... :p
Esp when I'm working or watching my favourite show. -_-"

Looking forward tis end of month.. WheEeEeE~
Baby, mummy loves U. *hugsss*

9:03 AM

15 September, 2009

=) Hello..!! I'm back~

Time pass fast..

It's our One Month today!

Some little update here..
My little precious is fine & healthy.. =)

I hv alot of tings to stress now. Work load is heavier n more each days.
Going on M.L is another problem Im veri headache now. =(
I dun hope my temp gal will mess up my stuff. (BLESSED ME!!)

9:15 AM

09 September, 2009

Tons of work awaiting to be complete.. =(
I'm damn tired, can?

Boss ask me to knock off early today, I was tinking is it becoz he saw me look so pale or wat..
He initially wanted to drive me down to submit a cheque n send me home. -_-"

He long long time nv say wan to drive me out liao leh.. but today he even wanted to send me back.
I oso duno wat happen. We're stressed.. PHew~

All becoz of our angmoh boss.. Idiot him! *Shit*

Hubby say tis coming sunday go in malaysia.. =)
I wan crabs, cereal prawn, seafood soup.. Damn loving it lo..

Drank a small bottle of bird nest last nite.. =) *happy*

10:02 AM

08 September, 2009

Yeah! I duno did I reali succeed. *Still yet to know!*

Easily feel giddy n alot of aches nowadays.
We r veri excited on tis end of month full scanning.
Tat means I will be get able to know my baby's gender le.. yeah!
Although Dr. Wong tell me 75% is baby gal. But he tell me still cant 100% confirm.
Ah lao n me wish to know baby gender badly.. =)
Everybody is asking me for baby's gender oso.

Hope tis end of month scanning can tell me the result ya..

Baby ar.. dun cover or place ur little hand at the right spot, if not.. how mummy n papa prepare ur new cloth? =)

Labels: I ("v") U

10:06 AM

07 September, 2009

Dunno tis time is miracle or playing tricks wif me again!!

Not ex oso.. moreover machiam like wash hair.. Jus wait for 20 mins den the colour will be up. Shd be ok la.. hor?

9:02 AM

04 September, 2009

Ling, U're right. He still haven wake up!

I reali had a gd slp last nite, I feel so fresh tis morn when I wake up. =)

Boss is still outstation, will be back to office nex monday.. =)

8:46 AM

03 September, 2009

Too much!! Too much!!

I hv nothing much to say.

The only word to u is:
No sense, No brain.

DAMN IT!!!!

8:54 AM

02 September, 2009

SHOCKED!!

Tis gal used to be my best frd hv already no contact wif me for quite long.
I received a e-mail from her yesterday evening.

I recall the problems "so call quarrel" we had tat day which lead us wat we are today.
Hmmm.. its actuali isnt a big big issue but we're "harsh" is the word I can use.

Dun wish to mention abt my hubby cos I'm utterly disappoint in him, alrite?

Things wont be smooth cos of his tat kind of tinking. Phew~
Forget it, let him b.. Not Im too strict wif him but is too "MUCH"!!!!!

Feels like loitering out til late nite den go home but now is 7th months. =(
Do I hv a choice?

8:30 AM

01 September, 2009

1:01 PM

Back to normal.. =)

Come office happily n start eaTing my breakfast while blogging..
Before I come out from hse tis morN, I told my MIL tat I'm going off for work n my MIL reply: Ok! Careful.

N I open the door, I saw a old auntie standing outside our hse door. I guess she was looking for my MIL. I call out for my MIL tat there's someone looking for her.

Oh my.. Yea.!! BINGO!! She was asking my MIL m I her DIL?
My MIL reply: Ya.. (She was smiling)
Auntie: Wa.. So fast all ur kids have own family.
My MIL reply: They jus married not long. (Smiling again..)
Aunite: Ur DIL veri guai.. Veri pretty too..
My MIL reply: (Laughing happily..) n say Im goin to be Ah ma soon.
Auntie: Congrats.

Haha.. Dun ask me how come I know the whole conversation cos I was on my way to kitchen to get my vitamins. N they arent speaking veri soft lo.. =)

Aft I overheard wat they say, I felt so paiseh.. I jus headed out to the door n tell my MIL tat Im going off for work le.. My MIL was still smiling.. (I cant see her eyes!!) Hahaha!!

When reached office, I quickly ON my laptop n start checking on E-mails.. Haha.. Not much to read oso.. =)
Recently, my canteen appear one ang moh. He is super friendly ok.
Yesterday when I was on my way to buy some snack, he greeted at me so sudden.
I was shocked! (Cos I duno him!)

He jus say a hello to me, I tot he was calling out for ppl behind me.
I turn around but no one, expect me! Omg!!
He handed out his hand n wanted to shake hand wif me but jus nice my phone ring yea.
My hubby called me.. =) So I excuse myself from him tis round.

But tis morn, I saw him again.. He smile at me n wanted to stand up.
Again I duno how come I automatic walk into my canteen n k siao buy someting.
I abit pissed off oso..
I walk out from canteen back door den come in office.. Phew~

My mum n ah wei miss me much much, actuali I miss u all too..
I will go back home to pei u all tis coming sat ya.. (COuntdown: 4 days!!)
Later Im going to replenish my tibits liao.. =)

8:48 AM

31 August, 2009

Me n baby is fine today.. =)

I love this song..

容易受傷的女人 (王菲)

留著你隔夜的吻　感覺不到你有多真
想你天色已黃昏　臉上還有淚痕
如果從此不過問　不想對你難捨難分
是否夜就不會冷　心就不會疼
顫抖的唇　等不到你的吻
一個容易受傷的女人
希望　希望　希望
你會心疼 我害怕一個人
為何不肯 輕輕喚我一聲
安慰容易受傷的女人
為了你　我情願　給一生
(你的眼神　燙傷我的青春)
黑夜裡不敢點燈　是誰讓我越陷越深
讓我深愛過的人　越來越陌生

10:06 AM

28 August, 2009

Yeah!!! Some pictures on my wedding day (15.08.2009).. =)
Enjoy~

Sorry guys, Im lazy to wait for the upload.. Damn angRy n impatient alrite! Wait til u all come over my place den see my album.. ok? =)

2:47 PM

Went for my check up last evening.. =)

Baby again waived hand at us.. I nearly tears.

Doctor says I need to gain weight, I shd eaT as much as I can now.
I cant allow myself to go hungrY anymore!!

While I'm doing the scan, doctor was saying baby's mouth keep open n close, seems like baby is still hungry, still wanna eat.. But I told doctor I hv already eaTen my dinner before my appointment, doctor advise me to eAt as much as I can cos baby seems not full enough..
Alrite! I'll eaT as much as I can now.. =)

Doctor says: 75% is baby gal.. (Still yet to confirm..)

Hubby went down to eAt 7th month dinner n I insist to go back niang jia, yes! Finally my mum see me again!! =) Damn happy, can?

Will be goin back home stay til tmr tonite.. Wheee~

I reali miss home, miss my laptop, miss my two cuties, miss my room & my own bed.. =)

8:05 AM

26 August, 2009

Reached office late for this 2 days.

Still miss my home..~
I like having mummy wif me at home n chat.

My ah lao send me work every morN but but but... Its no longer tat kind of feelings..
Understand?

My concern to him is lesser n lesser..
His concern to me is still same or mayb lesser.. (I duno..)

Wat I know is he is putting his frds as priority.
Frds r saying me tinking too much but trust me! Im not tinking much or extra at all.
He hv been looking out thru the window every nite, he is hoping his frd is at downstair n wanna hv a chance to go out again.

Well, I shd make myself veri clear.
From the beginning..

- I did not stop him from goin out wif frds.
Problem is the timing he will be reaching home?

- I initially wont be stopping him working at nite.
Problem is does he know wat is he actuali doing?

If he is fully understand where is his limit, i wont be like tis.

Shd I go back home stay one nite on tis fri nite? =)

9:31 AM

24 August, 2009

11:53 AM

21 August, 2009

Im wondering soooooooo much wat is my current status..
I start to suspect myself..

Theres sooo much to write but I duno where shd I start..

Well..

First ting - He nv work at nite le.
Second ting - He bought a new bike (Shd I be sad or happy?)
Third ting - He seem hv no direction of wat shd he do now. (Did I cause it?)

Fark up alrite! Let me tink thru clearly the reason of so many happening..

I assume he knows veri well wat he wan n the nex step he is goin to do but..... I tink he is lost now!

I farking sure tis time is goin to be in deep deep trouble. Trust me!!!!!!!!

12:42 PM

20 August, 2009

Dun be surprise!

I wake up at 6.30am tis moRn, jus for sake of coming work myself..
I know he wont wake up his idea..

He reali disappoint me!! I hope he seriously know wat he shd do now.
Saying n nicely talking to him is enough. Im sure he is big enough to tink for himself.

I cant actuali tolerate his attitude towards daytime job.
Instead, he is soo hardworking for the nitE job.
Dare enough to challenge me?
I shall take u ON..

Again, I repeat.. Dun be surprise if I reali do anyting which is unforgivable..

Wat I hv in my mind now is ... my precious baby..
For ur side, its up to u to decide wat u wanna do now!

MIL is reali gd to me! I cant bear to tell her such hurtful tings.
I shd say all blame r upon u, pls wake up ur idea..

8:34 AM

19 August, 2009

Still no improvement..

I still believe myself..

My MIL is treating me well.. =)

9:44 AM

18 August, 2009

My dear diary,

Y do I feel soooo lonely..? Shouldnt I feel happy, blessed tat I hv a life time partner wif me already?
M I reali asking for too much? =(

I feel soooo upset when I cant stay n slp at my own hse anymore. Not becoz I dun like to stay at hubby's place but its totally different feel from last time I stay at his place n now.

During couple time, staying at his place is sooo relaxing cos nex day I can anytime go back home n slp on my own bed. But now!!! -_-"

Im aware work is important but do u understand n reali know wat r u doing actuali???

Sometimes I wonder, giving me reason excuses as earning extra $$ is for the sake of us.
Is it a valid reason excuses?

Y cant u jus listen to me this once? Is there no other way out tat I can talk to u calmly?
I feel like shouting every now n then. Wat the hell actuali happen to me?
Com'on, dun tell me its becoz Im currently preg or my Hormone imbalance, all r bullshit!

I can 100% confirm its not becoz of Hormone imbalance, cos Im happy having tis baby.
I only smile when its jus alone me n baby.

Pls continue to guide me ya..

9:41 AM

17 August, 2009

Back to work!! =)

Finally, Im Mrs someone now.. haha!!

On 15 August 09..
Groom reach my hse downstair at 9am & downstair start horning loudly.. -_-"

Playing & torture part pic oso hv to wait for frds to send me.. Sooooooo... wait patiently yea..
Heard after groom eAten the 5 items, he got a bad stomachache..

Headed into my room & bring me out to living room to attend our selomnisation.
Aft u do, I do.. =)

We proceed to our tea ceremony at my in-law's place..

Nv had a gd rest in the aftnoon aft tea ceremony at my mummy's place.
Was yawning n yawning during rest timE.. I told myself I muz not yawn anytime when my frd, relative & my photographer is around, cos I might kenna shoot w/o knowing.. WahahA..!!!

At 4.30pm, I started to prepare agaiN.. =( So sAd... Im reali tireD, tIRed, TIRED!!
Meanwhile, me n hubby looking forward wedding nitE dinner wor.. He told me he will love me forever & he is reali veri happy tat day..

Before dinner end, I told hubby.. baby kick me! He sayang my stomach n ask baby to be guai..
I was wearing heel & my toes r soooooo painful.. Whoooo~
Hubby bring me aside to rest n get my bridemaid to change a pair of shoe for me.
Thanks hubby!!

After dinner end, send all guests out n headed home sweet home.
Reach home..

Hubby: Bei, hv u called mummy n tell her we reached home?
Me: Oh... not yet.
Hubby: Nvm.. I call her now.

Start calling.. RING RING!!! pick up!
Hubby: Hello.. mother ar.. we reached home. (Dear frd, u know I was laughing out loud when he start talking?)

The way he talk: hello, mother ar.. (haha, my mum muz be laughing happily lo..)

No upload of my wedding pic cos I nv bring my lappy over hubby's place.

Will upload when I go back 娘家.. =)

Can view of some it thru my cousin's blog @ http://summerdarling13.blogspot.com/

The whole day pic from early morn start make up til end of dinner hv to wait for my photographer le.. =)

Im Mrs Law now. =)

10:05 AM

13 August, 2009

Went to watch "Where got ghost" jus now.. So happy lahhhh... ^.^
Only afew frightening scenes. Not reali scary but funny.. =)

Had nachos den follow by kopi roti + milo aft show n proceed back home rest..

PheW~ Another day passed liao le.. I feel so anxious, nervous, abit of fear.

Count down: 1 day (Baby, mummy will be able to see u soon!) *muack!!*

Lastly.. Dun tears le, not worth..

7:00 PM

12 August, 2009

Its wednesday le..

12 August 09
Happy birthday to my dear!! =)

Someone says things are jus so confusing at times, pls eleborate.

Lol.. Making the whole tings so easy n simple jus for u to understand?
U tink u who ar..
Please look aft ur own ting, mind ur own business.. thx u!! =)

Check up on this coming friday.. yeah!!!

10:13 AM

09 August, 2009

At times, some tings jus cant clear out of my mind.
Been tinking n tinking...
.
..
...
Til now NO ANS!

Each time I receive news, I hope is a gd one.
Each time I receive calls, I hope is someting which I would like to hear.
Each time I receive sms-es, I hope it contain full of ur love n concern.

N each time..
u promise me, I hope u meant it!
u told me someting, I hope u rem it!
Fulfill it before u say out so loudly.

He says whenever u all chat, my name will always appear inside their conversation.
Oh pls, its jus chat.
My dear can shout out for my name anytime when he feels like calling out for my name.
Im more eager to know the gender of my veri first baby.. =)

Frankly, I dun name out his name anytime when Im having chat wif my frds.
To me, its jus soooo natural tat I rather say so much abt my baby den him. =)

Its jus sooo naturally tis word "my baby" will alway come out from my mouth now n den.
Esp when I can feel baby's kick or any movement.

Heard "frds" say, when u reach six month onwards, u'll feel more stresss...
Pls! No need to say nex few month, Now aleady Im can feel the backache, cramp, giddy & etc...

Sooner or later it will be my turn need to go check up whether Im detected by final stage of depression.

Can see nothing is soooooooo more impt den "them" now. =)

I feel rather better now, lets not say for the first few weeks. Of cos I feel soooo weak cos I tend to hv those morN sickness anytime, but not now le.. it completely stop!

Exited being a bride, a official mummy nex yr.. =)

Pack some clothes tat need to bring over his place de..
Frds, bless me! I will jia you!!!

9:39 AM

06 August, 2009

Had a short chat wif boss thru Skype today.

[10:59:40 AM] Scott Failing says: Hi Jeslyn!
[10:59:44 AM] Scott Failing says: How are you today?
[10:59:59 AM] Jeslyn Sim says: Hi scott
[11:00:04 AM] Jeslyn Sim says: im fine today =)
[11:02:20 AM] Scott Failing says: By the way, I 'm still waiting for your wedding pictures....
[11:02:49 AM] Jeslyn Sim says: hold on.

Send a few pic to let him view.. Pictures taken from the previous I have post it up below.

[11:03:57 AM] Jeslyn Sim sent file "love1.jpg" to members of this chat
[11:04:06 AM] Jeslyn Sim sent file "love2.jpg" to members of this chat
[11:04:13 AM] Jeslyn Sim sent file "love3.jpg" to members of this chat
[11:04:28 AM] Scott Failing says: Oh, you are very quick!
[11:04:32 AM] Jeslyn Sim says: haha
[11:05:34 AM] Scott Failing says: Wow Jeslyn, Those are nice! You are a beautiful bride!
[11:05:43 AM] Jeslyn Sim says: thank you! =)
[11:05:51 AM] Scott Failing says: I hope your Fiance knows how lucky he is!
[11:06:15 AM] Jeslyn Sim says: haha
[11:06:32 AM] Scott Failing says: You look very happy in those pictures! ;)
[11:06:54 AM] Jeslyn Sim says: Yup. im really happy on the photo taking day
[11:07:10 AM] Scott Failing says: I can imagine.....
[11:07:48 AM] Scott Failing says: Congrats and have a good rest after knock off from work! Have a great day too!

One more ting, I did it! =)

11:24 AM

05 August, 2009

幸福感觉回来了..

Is miracle reali existing? Was saying feel like we r on our path now yet everyting change within a nite. Feel there's extra care n concern le.. So loving.. Its hard to describe but I know there's more to come..

I assume u hold onto ur pride to gv in to me each time but u told me, no! Cos u understand wat I wan. Is it reali like tis?

A bride-to-be is reali veri nervous now. Im fully prepare for tat moment arrival.

Less den 2 weeks... *b.l.e.s.s.e.d*

9:12 AM

04 August, 2009

New day!

Tis morn colleagues told me: Jes, ur stomach is abit obvious le.. =)
(den they start sayang my baby on my stomach..)

Reali cant get used to NOW! Is like we r walking on a independent path.

Tink so much oso no point.

Carin called me last evening when she was on her way to find her hubby for dinner.
Guiding me lots of useful tips during preg period, congrats me reaching my aim on time.
Being a young mummy is reali fun. I enjoy feeling baby's kick n movement in my stomach. =)

Althou alot of frds r saying, baby is goin to tie me down for life. But to me, it make no difference.
I still work in the morn n its jus afew months tat I gotto spend time wif baby at home. Once baby is abit bigger, I can bring baby out shopping or walk around wif me.

Can u imagine baby awaits for u to knock off at hse doorstep?
Can u imagine baby start learning to call mummy or papa?
Can imagine bringing ur own kid for outing/ shopping or a meal? =)

B.L.E.S.S.E.D

10:28 AM

03 August, 2009

=) No monday blues..

Feeling so gd n happy.. Baby kick me this early morn.. Hmm... not a hard one, jus a kick den stop le..
Is it a morn call for mummy, baby? =)

Come in to office punctually at 8am, duno y I got the mood to come in office today.
Pass my wedding cake card to my boss n he smile at me saying: Jeslyn, Finally!! Congrats!

I was so happy yea! =)

He told me tis, dun worry abt work ting. Jus fang xin n clear ur maternity. This few months I know its going to be veri tiring for u, so as fast as u finish ur work, u knock off early n hv plenty of rest.

Wa.. thx boss! Im eased now. =)

Was asked to go back at 11am but I got appointment wif cust later, so I will stay awhile longer. =)

9:56 AM

01 August, 2009

Is it so hard to fork out some time?
Is nite job work so important to u?
Is frd more impt to u?

Where are all the priorities?
Which r all the most IMPORTANT ting now?

How U wan me to understand? =)

5:18 PM

31 July, 2009

Going for Baby Down Syndrome Scan wif ah lao later.. =)

Boss allow me to leave early. Whoo hooooo...

Thanks.

9:53 AM

30 July, 2009

Finally solved!

Thanks!

Well, every women r born to nag.
Not tat Im being unreasonable, but I need ur understanding n agreement of wat I hv decide.

Of cos u may make decisions for me but not up to the extend whereby no discussions wif me n u insist wan me to proceed.

9:24 AM

29 July, 2009

Perhaps u start understand wat I mean le.. =)

4:46 PM

28 July, 2009

Some little quarrel.

The reason of y like tis is stated so clearly n still there are tons of reason from u.

How I wish I can talk more to convience u but I see there is no tis needed aft I hear tat word from u.

7:00 AM

26 July, 2009

Last few days, I got no time blog cos I feel veri tiring, hv been resting whole day..
Aft scanning on last thursday, doctor says baby is veri active..

During the scan, we can see baby fully form liao.. Baby is so cute, guess wat?
Baby kick his leg awhile n waved hand at us. Doctor was saying: U see, baby is greeting mummy n daddy.. Me n dear was laughing all the way.. So cute..

Doctor print out the scan copied for us. Well, will keep it in an album to let my baby see nex time..

Oh ya.. My big day is nearer n nearer each day.. I cant wait to invite all my frds to attend my wedding dinner..

Well.. Alot of my frd r currently preg, tummy so heavy, could not attend my wedding dinner.. Anyway, received their blessing.. =)

I tink by the time, u all can attend my baby full months le. =)

Alrite! Wedding dinner got myself 2 table tat nite.. =)

I hv still alot more to worry, but I jus duno wat's more m I worrying.
Is it normal to be like tis?

Feeling so confused!! Arghhh..
He busy working nowadays n I busy resting.. =) Shiok hor..

Last nite he drop me a sms telling me: Bei tmr I bring u go out walk walk ok?

Hee.. He alway busy working yea, tot he work til forget me liao.. But I rem him telling me, no point I go work n work, cos he dun wan to see me so hard on myself.. He promise he will lead me a gd life, he will work harder to support me n baby for the rest of his life..

Nah~ of cos tis is jus verbally nia.. I wan to see action la.. =)
Allowance for me is fixed for every month.. yea!!

8:16 AM

23 July, 2009

Feel veri veri tiring today..
I slept early last nite alrite! but still feel soooooo tired..

Im so happy today althou Im feeling TIRED cos baby scanning tonite.. =)

Frds r discussing the gender of my 1st baby.. *-*
Were guessing it might be a baby boy. I asked y?
Experience mummies told me cos if u r having baby gal, ur face will look veri veri pale.
& ur act wont be soooo big action.

Hmmm.. is it true? I got no idea.

Anyway, heard ppl ever say, if any kids come n tell u the gender of ur baby, they meant it!
OMG!! Wat if my dear's newphew say: Jie jie, baby is a boy!
Is it true it's gonna be a boy? Im honestly confirm Im not a baised mummy.. Be it is a baby girl/ boy.. I will still dote.. Of cos I hope is a gal. =)

Dear busy working n working, I busy slping n slping! WTH!!

9:18 AM

21 July, 2009

My two cuties was brought back to my place last nite.. HAha! So cute lor..

Once dear bring him in, my bro start to entertain them le.. Not as boring as staying at my dear's place la.. Cos dear n me alway work n hang out at nite outside, no time to acc this two cuties oso.

Even my mum oso keep sitting infront n play wif them, they adore my cuties la.. :p

Bring over oso gD! At least I will be able to play wif them when Im bored! I dun tink I hv so much strength to go out walk walk or shopping liao.. =)
Somemore nex month is chinese 7th months, I was advised to be home early whenever I can.

Alrite! I will be a gd girl tis time.. Jus for the sake of my baby.. =)

9:37 AM

20 July, 2009

Felt happy but sad at the same time..

Happy is becoz baby is growing.. N is veri healthy.. =)

Sad is becoz my marriage leave only given 4 days.. how come less one day? =(

Still dun feel any better today.. Vomit once in the morn n lunch no appetite.

Jus had my dinner.. =) Vege, Scallop & soup for me.. =) Veri full ya! S.H.I.O.K!

The day im waiting for.. hee.. nearer n nearer.. Its thursday! Can see baby during scanning liao.. Aiyoooooo!! I miss the scanning lo.. I wan to see baby developing inside my stomach.. Only one word; cute!

I couldnt wait for the day of my baby arrival.. Seriously, I start tinking head n toe now..

- Can I still cope wif my work aft baby is out?
- Im not reali tat worry abt baby financial issue.
- Who look aft my baby during my confinment? Hv to hire nanny or his/my mum look aft?

Of cos still alot more..

But aft discussing wif my frd, who is same age as me, but is already is mum of 2 kids.. Hmmm.. Can see she is doing well til now.. She says all tis need not worry as we will know how to handle once problem come.

Well.. I trust on her judgement against me. Since she has so much confident in me, I will try not to tink so much.. =)

Alrite! I goin to nap a little while.. Update soon~

7:16 PM

17 July, 2009

Its so torturing tis morn..

The moment I wake up, Im already half "seh".. Feel so giddy n feel like vomiting. =(
I was hoping later I will be fine awhile more later b4 heading out.

Nv I know bus hv no sits for me all the way til almost reach workplace, den I felt so terrible tat I gotto alight fr the bus. Well, its jus another 2 stop but I cant endure le so I alighted from the bus n I sit awhile at the bus stop.

Sit awhile only den I auto headed to the grass to vomit. *cry*
I quickly call mummy for help. She was real worried cos I cry n vomit when I was on the phone wif her.

Didnt tink of my bf tat moment cos its still early, I doubt he will wake up.

Aft vomiting, I feel much better but still abit giddy.. *Haiz.. Pregnant feeling isnt great!*

Still manaGed to wait for nex bus to office.. Not long aft I reach office, he sms me.

OMG!! I was tinking how come he wake up so early.. Kns! The injuries on his leg still not recover, he gotto go see doctor later, so not working today!

He suddenly ask me got go for any appt later cos he wanna come my office accompany me.. =)
Ya! No appt, he can come in freely~

1:56 PM

16 July, 2009

Tears over nothing! I tink too much.

I shd b happy rite?

U know wat m I tinking or wan most of the time.. isnt it?
U sure u understand me?
U sure u can tolerate me?
U sure u can keep ur promise?

Alrite! Im waiting for my pasta to arrive office.. Damn hungry now!!

12:37 PM

15 July, 2009

Aft work rush down to studio n select our wedding photos. It's reali damn lot of nice wan.. The staff is gd n flexible wif us as we sign a real gd deal package wif them & they decide to gv us tis few piece of hardcopy for FREE!! These photos below r tink scan by my scanner.. Abit blur but I still love it veri much.. Enjoy!! =)

Taken on 8 July 09, Wednesday

~Jasper ("v") Jeslyn~

Muacks! Having u by my side is B.L.E.S.S.E.D! There's nothing more I can ask for as I know U're trying hard to love me more each day.. =)

8:48 PM

Early morN raining!! -_- Sooo nice to slp..

Reach office late again cos heavy traffic jam.
I can nv use this reason for being late cos they assume tis is jus an excuse. (diao rite? but its true!)

Nvm.. at least my "excuse" is valid.

Seeing weather like tis, I dun hv the mood to go out for lunch later.
Decide to order Mac liao.. =) One Mac Spicy Meal + Upsize.. *-*
Gd tat my payment by card is approved! My Mac will b arriving at abt 11.45pm. Yeah!!

Li jun come over my place n visit me last nite.. Share alot of her motherhood experience wif me. =)
Shioka! Joining Mother club soon.. So happy la.. Hoping baby is healthy n growing up fast everyday.. Alot of u r awaiting for baby's arrival n now guessing its gender.. I will update its gender as soon as my gynae can scan tio. =)

9:44 AM

14 July, 2009

New day begin wif nags! Arghhh.. =(

I hv been busy wif my big day tings n look like dear's side is soon finish settling his side le.. Left my mum's side only.. =)

Time passes fast, goin for nex check up on nex thurs.. Yea!

Wondering how many days will I be entitle for marriage leave? Hope is one week cos dear's company is giving him 5 days! WOw rite?

Alrite! Im fully in charge of all.. Not regreting wat I say out earlier on. =)

Thou nw Im expecting, but pls... rem! Im still full of strength! I still able to fight so dun u dare to try me!

Gd news: Now I dun hv morn sickness le.. baby is well behaved. =) Im going to bring baby eat lunch le.. back soon! =)

12:25 PM

10 July, 2009

Fabulous dinner last nite at Marina @ the Keppel Bay.

"Prive" is the name of the restuarant. A veri romantic view.. (here's some pic)

U can view the yatch n nice scenery while having ur dinner.. isnt it nice?

Hv lobster pasta for my dinner den rich chocolate cake for dessert and beverage, fruit punch.. = F.A.B.U.L.O.U.S

If only Im able to enjoy this kind of life every now n then.. wOW!!!

8:43 AM

09 July, 2009

Photo completed yesterday.. Was reali a tiring wan..~ Phew!!

Not hesitate to share the photos here but its not ready yet. All photos will be ready for us to glance n choose on nex wednesday! *好期待*

*ME*

Thx my dear for everyting, he reali showered me wif all his love n patient.. here's one of my pic taken from my HP by him. =) Appreciated!

Labels: blessed..~

8:45 AM

02 July, 2009

Wat's more m I worrying?


Anyhow tinking again? Yes! I am..

Work reali make me headache, I hv lots of tings n follow up to do.. Yet my leave left only ... ? How many more leave can I apply?

I feeling so tired everyday..

I update when im free..

10:13 AM

26 June, 2009

Yes! Sentenced changeD.. cos I feel happy n blessed.

Took a day urgent leave today, boss agree to it -_-".

I agree wif every terms now cos its gonna be a pleasant wan.

Thx for granting me, I know u will gv n grant me watever I wan.
I know u will try ur best to make me happy no matter wat.. =)

8:32 AM

23 June, 2009

Ya! He will be working tonite n I'll b left at home.

Tink of goiN back my own home, omg! reali wan to faint~

Thanks god tat Im still in gd condition, career still remain smooth, love is still is stable.

I guess news break out fast so I do not need to post up here every nw & den.

To avoid gossips aft ppl's reading!

So long as I receive blessing from u all.. (u ppl know who u r *smile*) I would like to thx for all ur blessings. However, when I m ready wif all my photos, I will load it up.. =)

Oh ya, genting trip nex month might hv to cancel cos dear says he wan me to extra take care of myself n rest more at home. Guess its the best time for me to hv a gd rest oso.. =)
So will not b goiN.. yeah! Stay at home rest n enjoy my leaves.. 3 days alrite? *_-

11:51 AM

22 June, 2009

No worry!! Everyting is gD, as usual.. he send me work den I start work work n work.. *shit* haha~

Monday blue, even words oso blue, Knn!!

Boss throw tons of work to me, how to tell him Im currently sooooo weak.. =(

Hope tis week pass quickly cos I wan to rest!!! Its farkiNg tired alrite!
Not reporting to work on tis fri & sat's nite, dear will take over me.. *-* yeah~

Tonite will head home for dinner first den he will fetch me back to his place..
Take gd care of me ya if not.. wahaha..~

End here! Will update when free... :p

10:50 AM

16 June, 2009

Lol~ Another 3 days vacation leave is approved! Shioka!!!

Nowadays in office reali nothing to do wan.. .S.I.A.N.

I can knock off at 3pm recently..

Haha.. He's working n he says time pass too fast n u're so sad.. cos no time to chat wif me.
Nvm.. Plenty of time aft knock off ya.. *guai*

2:02 PM

11 June, 2009

1. Got my new helmet.
2. Parrots for me.
3. My b'day celebration at Thai.
4. Ring.

Thx for granting my wish one by one. =)

Here, I hv somemore wish waiting to be granted too~

- re-paint his room wall. (I dun wish to see unnecessary words on the wall!)
- change a new queen size bed wif my favourite bedsheet n colour.
- clean n wash the parrot cage every week. (It's his responsibility anyway!)


When I got my first new helmet, I feel so happy.. =) I cherish it~

Will u grant the rest of my wish as well? =)

9:58 PM

09 June, 2009

Recently my mind is full of rubbish.. Tink tio lots of unhappy tings..
NO mood to talk much or go out walk around. Continuing like tis, I tink sooner or later I will tio 直逼正..
Fall in love listening to instrumental music.. So soothing lor..
Will hv a better slp aft listening~

I need to turn in sooN.. nite everyone~

8:47 PM

Yes! My temper nv changeD! Its always tat bad forever..

对不起!! Cos I bought a new pack again. Blame on AH WEI!! ASSHOLE!!

Only my bf can tolerate me! lol~

Sending me to woRk has become his daily routine, nv fail unless raining~ (so I hope no rain every morn!!)
Tonite goin for practice den dear will fetch me home aft lesson end. *blessed*

Tink of my health, neither m I getting worried nah cos I know my boy is by my side no matter wat. As he promise only ME ME ME. *-*

9:01 AM

08 June, 2009

Back to office..~

As usual, wake up at 7.30am. Wait for my boy to come n fetch me work ya.. =)
Abit lazy.. still wish to go on leave.. hmmm.. a long leave for a long holiday.. *-*

9:28 AM

07 June, 2009

*Our Room*

Some pictures taken over there..

Travelling around Bangkok wif tuk-tuk taxi.. *fun*

*Us*

*Our Hard Rock Cafe T-Shirt*

Finally..

1 2 3...

*Our promise*

Dear send me & keong's wife to Manicure station while he went gym wif keong for exercise..

Too bad she only know how to do one colour. At first, me n kaka planning to do a two colour toned wif design. We pick out the colours from the basket but in the end, she only do a one colour for us. It cost 300baht.

Aft all, dear did not comment anyting.. We continue proceed shopping n see a more standard manicure. He decide to ask me re-do agaiN..

Outcome is.....

Thanks dear~ ^-^

Love

Nex, Went to a veri high floor temple.. Mind u!! The stairs is high..

High enough?

Bought tis as well at 250 baht (cheap!!) ..

And..

A small b'day cake from the hotel management!! *-*

Alrite!! I hv been waiting for the pic to upload veri long liao.. Tink I gotto stop here.. Need to hv plenty of rest le..

Labels: Bangkok

5:43 PM

03 June, 2009

Weather cold cold =) Shioka~
Reach office at abt 9am cos wake up late due to weather lah..
Sms boss inform him I'll be late & he responded okay! ha~

Last nite he came over my place to bring my clothing over for pack up..
Dun intend to bring much clothes over as dear promise to get nice clothing for me over there..

Change our Thai Baht at quite low rates: 23.3

Will change the rest of money when we reach there.. PhEw~
Countdown: 1 day to 4th June 09...

10:33 AM

02 June, 2009

Update!!

Dear reach my place early to fetch me work.. =)
Busy wif wOrk whole morn..~

Countdown: 2 more day to 4th June 2009...

1:49 PM

01 June, 2009

Nice weeked!! ^-^
Slp til 7.30am den fetch me come work..

So shiok cos no work at nite.. Long rest~

Finally got my own lappy last sat.. =)

Alrite.. some ppl r brainless.. Say one time dun listen, second time oso dun listen. Reali no brain. Only know how to find problem. Retarded!

10:16 AM

29 May, 2009

Still the same as usual, my boy send me work neh.. *blessed*

Was at bf's place last nite..~ The two parrots (hmmm... shall I name them?).. alway parrot here n there, veri awful hor? But reali cant tink of any name for them currently.. They r jus so cute.. Shall I jus call them cuties? =) Alrite, my two cuties dun recognise me liao le la.. Jus one week nv go over my bf's place den my two cuties is fear of me now! so sad~ nvm, nex..

Dear's frd (keong) came over his place downstair for some bite n drinks. All the way til 12am den decide to head back home rest. Lol~ While they r chatting, my eyelid is heavy n tiring de lo..~

His six sense tell him someting, N he tell me he can confirm.. =)
If ur six sense is accurate den we shall proceed wif our planning.. **promise**

Labels: Friday

9:14 AM

28 May, 2009

Dear's bike is down today. He couldnt proceed wif work le..
This morN when fetch me come wOrk still fine de but now.. It's down!! OMG~

Bored in office, finish watching Night at the Museum 2 & Angels & Demons.. Nice show yea~ =)

Waiting for dear to come over my office aft repair n inspection on his bike.
Couldnt attempt myself fr stopping come wOrk, feeling so tired working & workiNg. Perhaps my vacation trip is getting nearer n my brain switch off liao.

Hai.. I need to go bugis pray pray soon..~ Hope watever tings I will come across nex second, minutes or nex day & everyday, I'll be still safe n healthy, stay happy n cheerful, career will be still as stable as usual.

Labels: Thursday~

2:23 PM

27 May, 2009

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3:04 PM

Feel so shiok wif no boss wif around. Freedom~
Did my boy send me work today? Ans is yes . . .

My main issue n problem is save $$..!! Haiyo.. spending money like open water tap. Drying up sooN..
SoMemore my boy still wan to continue buy 4D.. All invest in those stuff..

I decide to get a laptop for myself & air cooler n tats it! STOP! Cant afford much liao~

Labels: Wednesday~

8:49 AM

26 May, 2009

Much more sensible den b4.. =)

I feel so happy!! Dear start his count down to Thailand wif me le.. Phew~
Yes! Another 1 week.. Indeed time passes fast.
Our suggestion is end of this month den see.

Labels: miracle pls?

3:06 PM

25 May, 2009

My dear hv got no mooD for anyting now. I dunno how to cheers him up.

I hope he went smooth for everyting. But now like tat, guess he got no mood to talk much. His mood is badly affected.

Hope he nv gv up n go for another try again. I'll still support him~

I dare not having too much confident oso as I know my skill is much more lousier den my dear..

Labels: Monday

12:54 PM

22 May, 2009

He feel sorry but I feel heartpain..

I know he do not hv intention skip sending me work but once he skip once, my confident drop from high floor, feel so upset.

Tis explains y gals tink so much.

Never promise ur loves one if u cant fulfill it. Empty promises r heartbreaking.

1:28 PM

21 May, 2009

I feel gD inside me as well as some uncomfortable. Its ok! I hope I'll b alrite sooN.

少了他送我 come wOrk tis morn leh..

I dun gv a damn who cos they r not even my nuts. No one can press me down wif their fingers. My life n achievements is not for anyone to comment or control, so long Im happy wif it, who cares~

Labels: happy~

8:57 AM

20 May, 2009

Gd new~ Its nothing na!!

Did I gv u a fright? Nah~

Blessed tis morn cos my boy send me wOrk yA..

No moRe worries..

Labels: happy~

9:30 AM

19 May, 2009

Jus went to PWC for appt at 2pm n hv my lunch there oso. OMFG, weather is killing me alrite!! Aft passing documents, I walk all the way to LAU PA SAT jus to grab someting for my stomach.. A long walk indeed..~



Total I spend $4.80(Teriyaki meal) + $1.70(a can of drink) = $6.50 for a meal!! WTF! Im broke n I tot eat at hawker centre could save me a cost but bull shit lo.. None of it worK out cos I still need to fork out so much money for one meal. Wondering how ppl survive workiNg there, so high expenses daily. OMG!!

I need to clarify someting, me woRKing here is xin fu de loR.. haHa!!~ Jus a $4, I can enjoy my lunch n drink peacefully yA..

3:09 PM

Every Mon n Wed headed down to 18 is a must? Attend ppl's funeral is oso a musT?

No temptation to stop?
I dun wish to behave tis way anymore, smoKing n driNking? All tis habits shd hv ended last yr.

I reali need a long rest, even thou I turN in abt 9plus til tis moRn, I still feel not enough rest. SerioUsly, I wish to know wat happen to me oso.

Labels: ** Mind Act Upon Mind **

8:49 AM

18 May, 2009

Reali nothing can tell me wat m I actuali troubling abt.

I love to be alone recently, feel so relax being alone. Jus finish my lunch "yong tau fu" =) veri full now.. got a reminder not to skip lunch n breakfast. Yes! I oso cant endure the kind of starve le. Stomach reali feel so empty ya~

Now Im full le yet feel so tiRed.. Been applying oil on nose! Duno WTF m I doing la.. Behaviour abit funny, isnt it? Forget it.. haha..~

My worries is still there, & yes! I know wat is it abt but I reali need to take a break if so. I cant imagine n it's jus my own rediction.

Let me take a resT ba..

1:22 PM

It's monday! =)

Hv not been updating ever since my hse pc is down. As promise, pc will be repair by tis sat. (Hopefully!!)

Went for my driving lesson last fri n shit me! Dun bother to continue cos GONE CASE!!
Proceed to dear's place aft tat den proceed to nite work again til 3am. -_-" Tiring~

Nex day is my rest day (saturday).. I hv got no mood since last last week, dunno WTH happen to me oso, jus feel so moodY!

He text: Ur mood swinging veri veri fast.

Well, I dunno wat happen to me oso. I only feel tat my schedule is veri tight. I need to work in day n drive driving den work at nite. FarKing tireD!!!

Yes! While he was worKing on sat nite, I went downstair for breeze as home is hot n stuffy. Dear happen to call me n he knew Im outside.
Conversation start from here, he claim tat my cough isnt recover yet n need to c doctor but I dun tink there's a need.

I know my health well.. Im weak! Tats all~

View n count back, is it postpone or wat? (Its later den b4!)

Weekend is over, dear send me to wOrk tis morN n his mum ask me to bring dumpling to office! =) shiokaaa~

Labels: blessed..~

9:02 AM

14 May, 2009

Happy la la la!! One more day to Friday!!~

Alrite, my pc at home is spoiled now!(My bro hit hardly on the CPU n nw it's down!!) Fark up!!

I can only update my blog or online MSN during working tiME.. The feeling is so suXX!! He says he will get some1 to repair & pay for it! He better action soon!

As I hv mention, I money tight liao n hv got not enough to spend tis n tat anymore.
If I hv $, I will hv already bought the tings I wan le, might hv a lappy at homE liao~ KNS!!

Dear send me work happily den half way small rain drop touches me n OMFG, cos it's raining liao.. How is my dear goiNg to wOrk? He needs to on road whole day de yA.. Hopefully, this rain pour comes at nite.. So I can sleep even better~ ^-^

Remind myself abt the upcoming thai trip, frankly.. I reali dun feel gD at all.. Dun ask me y.

Okie, my work!!!

My boss goiNg on 2weeks leave starting tmr.. Wa.. Shiokaaa~ Office oso moving to another place nex yr.. We shall see where r we moving to..~ Hope near to my place!

神啊, 保佑我. 好的来, 坏的去!

Labels: Thursday~

9:53 AM

13 May, 2009

Alrite! It's actuali too fast words which he cant take back n accidentally puke out a "white lie". It's indeed a white lie.. Alrite! We r fine now. ^-^

He promise no more y y y anymore as I ask him ques is reasonable. No more asking for the reason of asking.

Well, a miracle appear tis mOrn.. He text me asking..

Dear: Bei u wake up already? @ 7.34am. (Haha~ shiokaaaa..)
Fetch me to office n prepare himself for wOrk oso~

Alrite! Went to Marina Barrage the 2nd time le.. Still find this place nice n breezy~
Will tell him I love tis place! See whether he wan to bring me go..

* ME @ Marina Barrage * OppS! Abit dark -_-"

*Flyer * Too small -__-"

*Flyer * diao! Too Near. Too blurr -___-"

How I wish I hv a chance to sit up there.. Well.. Pray harD!

10:27 AM

12 May, 2009

FaRk up!!
He tell me he going coffeeshop, I say ok.

This mOrn when he send work, I smell alcohol on him. I ask him..

Me: U drink last nite?
Him: Ya.
Me: Y drink?
Him: There got ppl strike 4D den they open beer.
Me: oh.. ok

Alrite! Above is our conversation.

Tis aftnoon happen to tink again who is the one strike 4D so I sms him asking him who is the lucky one?

"He ask me: y lei?"

Alrite! It's someting amiss nw.. Y cant he jus ans me directly? Y cant he tell me who the person is? y? y? y?

Finally he ring my office phone, I ans the call n I ask him again..

Me: Who strike 4D?
Him: Y keep asking leh?
Me: Jus say who only.
Him: No la.
Me: Den last nite u got beer to drink? Who open de?
Him: They all lo.
Me: Who?
Him: Y leh?

I cant tolerate his respond but I still talk to him nicely.
Til behind den he tell me no la, no one strike 4D.

Den I ask: How come jus now u tell me got ppl strike 4D?
Him: Say only ma.

End up he tell me he meet keong hse downstair drink.

Labels: disappointed

2:34 PM

Updating!! ^-^

On phone wif him last nite n he mention abt tis coming trip.. He is so excitEd lo.. Oso say my coughing n flu..~ Hope I faster recoVer ya!! If not, I'hv to wear a MASK!! -->

Boss went out for meeting liao! zzZZZ -_-" No boss, oso nothing to follow up~

Lucky later ah cat coming my office n find me for lunch.. HooraY!

Update agaiN..~

Labels: tuesday~

11:04 AM

11 May, 2009

New monday & suppose is our replacement off day for vesak day~ NB!! End up still in office wOrking~

Alrite! Enough of rumbling, updating!

Reporting my status!! Suppose last day is 16th May which is this sat but new manaGer, Zen, asked how come Im resigning so I told her cos continuesly working here will affect my day tiMe job so she ask; which day can U work? Well, without having much hesitation, I told her I wish to resign. She ask me y will affect admin job, I nv ans her ans but I told her if continue staying me here, the only day I can wOrk is fri. OMG!! She straight away agreeD! So I proceed n hv a clearer thot agaiN.. HmmM.. Okie since it benefits me toO..

Dear suggested someting.. If nex tiMe I wan to resign & she dun let me go, I drink alcohol lo..

Rules & Regulation;

- Ask for permission b4 go smoking break
- Cannot drink
- Cannot dance while wOrking
- If caught keeping tips, will hand over to police!

See how strict now~
Proceed to Dear's uncle son wedding dinner at Orchard Parade Hotel.



The restaurant namE "Club Chinois". D E L I C I O U S !

Well, this end of month hv another wedding dinner at this hotel! (Dear's auntie getting married!!) Congrats to all new wedded couples..~

Proceed back hoMe aft dinner! Shiok yA!! Wake dear up tis moRn n send me wOrk ya!! Phew~

Oh ya!! Let me update my two cuties =) (as below)

Veri naughty! Dun wan pose nicely.

Labels: blessed..~

8:56 AM

08 May, 2009

Feeling sooo exhausted~

I slept early tis few nites! Ya~ Im sick.. Cough, flu & headache!

Somemore I met a cruel big boss! Inhuman!! DamN it~ No more rEst day on Monday~
Lucky I hv a gD boss, he saw me coughing badly n says:

Boss: Jes, u still coughing so badly?
Me: Ya.
Boss: Wan go see doctor?
Me: Huh? No la..
Boss: Y?
Me: Cannot take so much MC.
Boss: Y cannot? Got doctor certify, u can go back n rest ma. If not, later aft u clear ur work le, go back early.

See it in ur view, is my boss gD enough? haha~

Dear send me woRk mOrn but I guess he reach home late last nite. He did not wake up himself even thou the alarm ring.. I proceed to bed without much hesitatioN last nite. Am I a lousy gf? Probably..

It's a fri n my mind is full of nonsense. Only cares to tink of going out walking around shopping!
The only word I can say is I him~ Wat abt him?

Labels: its friday~

9:52 AM

07 May, 2009

Upate!!

Dear hv his 1 week rest n resume back to work today! Aft sending me to work, he proceed back n prepare for worK oso.. =)

Last nite went over to westmall for my laptop n air-cooler. Damn it!
How pathetic!! No $!!

Well, not tat I overspend my expenses lor.

I gotto tink of a way now. Working day n nite isnt enough for me now. =(

God, pls bless me.

Labels: felt depress

9:52 AM

06 May, 2009

Saw the above 2 cute fellows? =) Yes! They are so cute..~

Yesterday evening he say went Teck Whye see see~ Ya! "see see"!! -_-"

Bought tis cuties silently. I know nothing wor..~
Til he sms me hv I eaten my dinner at abt 7pm den aft I responded yes, receive a MMS aft tat. OMG!Im surprised! SHOCK!! Haha~ Pic is as above.. nah.. ^.^

Later on den I spotted this parrot hv been brought back home cos the yellow cloth looks fimiliar, it hang on at his hse window at all tiMes.
Well.. Indeed he brought it!

I was wondering how much it cost cos 2 fellows dun seems cost cheap. Calculation as below:

1 fellow cost $90 X 2 = $180.
Cage cost $20.
Food cost $7.
______________________________
Total $207.

It's so ex, y buy it? Cos earlier we hv discuss to buy them aft thai trip yet he's so so so impatient! He say: Nw buy or come back buy = still must buy =)

He says U like den buy for u.. *Ppl out there, if ur loves one tell u tis, Im sure ur heart will melt!*

Thx dear! I love it~ Muacksssss ^-^

I set tis two fellow to be my MSN display n alot of frds comment these two birdies are so CUTE! Haha~ Thx lots!

Love this 2 cuties lots.. Oh ya! 2 different genders =) The one in Orange is Male (Red mouth) & the one in blue is Female (Pink mouth).=)

Labels: Surprises ~ *Us*

8:57 AM

05 May, 2009

PART II entry alrite? ^-^ So tat u guys got more to read~

Dear jus called me.. happy cos he break one news to me! He wan to buy parrot!!

He will go Teck Whye see see first actuali wan to go Telok Blangah de. Den c how agaiN.. alrite! Will update wats the decision.. Tata~

*************************************************************************************************************************

No SMS wishes nor greeting from hiM..~ Well.. He could hv forgotten.. Haiz~ Its ok! Tis morN is a fresh day for me as I wake up by myself at 7am. Aint feeling so well so I slept early last nite.

When I wake up, saw my dear's SMS asking if I wan him to send me wOrk, jus give him a call. *Bless rite?* ^-^
But no la, he stay out quite late last nite, dun bear to wake him up since he got such a long tiMe hv got no peaceful rest. =)

Reach office at 8.10am, so surprise tat Ken hv not reach office~ Phew!!~ So shiok when I turn on air-con n start online chatting..~ *HAppY*

Last nite met up wif carolyn for dinner, aft tat ah cat.. Well.. happen to saw ah long they all oso while chatting wif ah cat at hse downstair hardcourt.. Gather n chat awhile n proceed back home abt 10.30pm.

Reach home happily but isnt feeling well.. Is like falling sick sooN.. =( So I quickly proceed to slp as soon as Im done wif my washup.
Mummy cook barley for me, had less den a small bowl den I faster go slp le..

Not forgetting my dear, he was at bukit timah "18" coffeeshop wif his frds. Yayaya.. Im veri guai! Im a home gal finally~ =)

Labels: Us

10:46 AM

04 May, 2009

Recently hv got lots of tiMe blogging in office. Dunno WTF is this company doing.

No credit leave whereby P.H falls on a non-working day which is Saturday! NB!!

Fine! I will still proceed wOrk n hopefully our boss stop finding tings to come n pin point us. Working here is reali SUX!!!

Labels: sux..

2:50 PM

Well~ Back to work aft a long weekend! Force myself to wake up & wOrk..
Understand tis few weeks, my mood aint tat gD. I dun talk much, I dun smile much either.

Dun ask me for reasons cos I know continue rumbling wont solve my probleMs. So jus listen & forget. Kick off all unhappy tings, U'll feel happier! =) ~PEACE~

Alrite! I know wat it mean now. "Promises are meant to be broken."

Labels: Bless me plssss

9:27 AM

02 May, 2009

Yes! I'm back home now.. =(

Sigh cos my dear hv went to JDP wif his frds.. Let him go cos I know he will nv fail to go there on every weekend.. I'm abandon at home now n tats the reason y I'm blogging.. I know he will nv not placed ME 1st in his heart.. Oso dunno when will I be 1st his heart~

Well.. He did ask me to go along but I reali dun feel like goiNg.. So he send me back to rEst n will pick me to his place aft JDP. 我是有点失望..

Labels: miracle pls?

10:20 PM

30 April, 2009

Another post for today! =)

Im feeling better now =)

No longer tink so much le..

Hope I can stop letting my mind run wild~

Labels: Cheers~

4:23 PM

Allow me to calm down myself. I need to go a place where I can hear no past n only see my current n future..

Labels: Bless me plssss

11:03 AM

27 April, 2009

Dear jus send me to office n same quote: "It's new monday, Back to woRk..!!"

Weekend jus ended so fast.. *Bored* (How I wish I hv more tiMe to acc my dear.)

Went for my driving test yesterday noon.. yaya..~ rounding around bukit batok den to teck whye den back agaiN..~ GuEss I'm still veri nervous..
Hard on me tis tiMe cos I feel like giving up! How how how? Still no confident =(
I feel so nice driving on road n but Im jus afraid of the Traffic Police! BOO!!

Still got a month plus to go? =( Pls pls pls~
TP date on 20 June 09 (Saturday) *PASS/FAIL*
Make sure PASSED!! Bless me~

Will book more lesson nex month.. Totally broke tis month.. FIST tight!! NB!!

Anyway, tis week only work 4 3 days~ ^-^ cos fri is a labour day & Tues nite will b on CRUISE wif my dear & his frds til Wed morn come back =)

HmmmM... The week aft tis week got vesak day oso.. Entitle for 1 more rest day.. Shiok!! Wheee~

Labels: U're cherish..~

8:37 AM

24 April, 2009

=) I'm back~

My 黑眼圈 getting horrible.. yaya~ cos working last nite! Hardworking yea? Cos last nite got one customer say I so hardworking. Day work nite oso work.. Lots of praises~

Dear send me work le den go back reSt.. Wondering is he reali reSTing? Lol..~
He text me near my knock off tiMe asking me wan go over his place anot? I tot wat happen neh.. Chey! Jus ask ask only..
Ya! Afew days nv 陪他 le.. Miss him badly yet waiting for him to ask me go over but he say jus ask ask only -_-" 早知道不过去!!

Tis moRn send me go back homE take bread.. Mummy toast wan.. den proceed to wOrk..

P/S: He says: love u forever on 24 April 09, 12.27am.

Receive a e-mail asking wat kind of baby m I? Well..~ I'm June baby..

It wrotes:

------------ JUNE BABY -------------
You've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have an a very attractive partner. a wicked hottie. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection. You have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you've got the looks for it!!!

Is my so true? hmmM.. I dun tink so.. esp the "You have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself" haha!! I dun wan to make a fool of myself, I dun hv tat kind of talent~

My dear is August baby & it says:

------------ AUGUST BABY ---------------
outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. no self control. kind hearted. Self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an 'every thing's peachy' attitude. likes talking and singing.
loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of 'that someone'. longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by 'no pain no gain' caring.
always a suspect. playful. mysterious. 'charming' or 'beautiful' to everyone. stubborn. curious. independent. strong willed. a fighter.

Yes! Bingo afew~ hahaha.. "Fighter!!"

Labels: U're cherish..

9:05 AM

23 April, 2009

Bless ya!! I wish to hv a pair of OUR couple ring, a nicely created wan.. Still wishing & tinking.. Hope he will grant my wish someday.. =)

Another surprise!! **CRUISE on nex Wednesday**
Hoping for moRe surprises..

Ya! Dear told me tis news while sending me wOrk tis morn. Asking me can dun wOrk on nex wed.. I was tinking if he is referring to my nite job.. Oh well.. He was talking abt my day tiMe admin lah.. -_-"

Alrite, he den tell me abt the cruise ting. Will GENG MC tat day.. =)
Happy happy happy~

Whee..~

One more gD news: Today is my one year anniversary in WRC..

Labels: U're cherish..

10:38 AM

22 April, 2009

It's a new day & it's WednesdaY!!

I need rest resT REST!! arghhh~

Labels: U're cherish..

9:24 AM

21 April, 2009

This watefall suppose to be animated but its dead la.. not moving at all!!
---> http://k.b5z.net/i/u/2181946/i/Animated_Waterfall_1.gif

Lunch break! Nah.. not going eat.. No mood oso.. Love watefalls! Oceantic enough? =)

Imagine having my lunch wif my dear surrounded by watefall listening to the heavily falling down water.. pHew~ Shiok! 人生一大享受!! Yaya! I'm day dreaming agaiN..

My dear is now having his lunch n I'm here blogging.. Bored to death la..
Three more days to Fri!! Hope I survived.. =)

Labels: U're cherish..

12:19 PM

20 April, 2009

It's a new Monday.. Yet feeling blue & moody.. Boss is back from business trip N I'm busY the whole moRn til now~ sAd..

Uneventful scenarios happen on sat nite.. Jus our luck! Dun wish to recall~ I'll flare up!! Arghh~ Ppl who do wicked ting will received retributioN.. Behaviour can tell someone how sux or wat kind of person r u!! Cant believe a married auntie will behave like slutS. I know my dear is extremely top of burniNg hot inside him but glad tat he did not turn the club upside down. He is still within control, he knows i'm beside him always.

Life is alway unpredictable. But rather believe all is destined(注定).

Labels: endless loVe

11:54 AM

17 April, 2009

Labels: ** Mind Act Upon Mind **

8:40 AM

16 April, 2009

Alrite! Another entry as I hv done with all my work stuff~

Damn busy wif work stuff;
- Permits
- Stuffing list
- Audit
- N follow up doc.. (Phew!! -_-") Tiring ya~

Posted tis slide up today! Directed by: Jeslyn Sim **lol**
Hooray~ Love it lah~ =)

Well.. Dump away all past & faithfully walk along wif me. (Exactly wat u wan, isnt it?)
Yes!

Hv spotted this item for quite long but dun feel like voicing out, hope he will do it b4 I say but saD..~ I voice out last nite!

Glad tat unwanted item is already out of my sight. I feel so much better aft he disposed it~

Went over to "Crew Room" wif dear's frd (Keong & his wife) *-* slack there abt 12plus den proceed back HOME! ^-^

Labels: CLEARED

12:35 PM

15 April, 2009

Me n dear & 2 frds of his went Genting during CNY Period.. Fun n sad cos I lost money at casino.. BOO!!!

Upload few pics =)

Dear n Me

Well... new yr of OX arrives, I'm carrying full of hopes & wish there is miracle for me on this new yr. Is there any???

Nv realise time actuali pass so fast.. I have completed my driving (Basic Test) and now preparing for the (Final test).. Been working during nite recently jus for the sake for $$.. I hv got no enough rest & time now.. (eg: shopping, having tea wif frds, etc....) Its rather sad, isnt it? Where is my "Tong Nian"???

Recall back! Before I met my dear, I hv the freedom to go out anytime I wan, go anywhere I like, go eat, go drink, go chiong, go shopping... Estimated play period til the day I met my dear is abt 2 yrs?? So I shd hv play enougheD!!! Dear will tink even more if he get to see tis page..

But no worry, I will not behave like the past anymore!

WAT IS MY NEXT MOVE?

Sharing gd news... I hv passed my final evaluation test.. Phew~ Reali stress cos I take less den 2 weeks tiMe to memories everyting..! Still the same sentence, young brains r more valuerable.

I shall update mine daily life problems tat I hv occurred.. Someday I might realise I hv grown up n understand the realistics life in presence.

And in such a small world, I met him.
He pampered me lots.. I confess I hv been making tings difficult for him at first cos I tends to b mischievious n make my way out til in the mid of the nite n make him real worry for me.

On valentine day, he send me tis: Happy 情人节. I will always look after u. No matter how we fight I still love u.
Get it?

Oh ya! One more surprise dear intend to gv me was he tot of buying parrots for me. It nearly melt my heart when he tink for me most of the tiMe. I know his mind only ME ME ME!! =)
Well, I can feel all the care & concern he showered on me.. I love him & only him..

Mess up my life~ 8 April 09 updates

Recently went for driving lessons.. Nv reali so concern abt my bf..~ He injured himself on 6 April 09 (Monday) n took a rest day (MC) on tuesday.
Tot of going over his place accompanying him but somehow my feeling stop me! Y is tis so?

Thou I'm working now but my mind is a piece of blank..
=) my dear is online now..~ I chat wif him liao.. =)

13 April 2009 Updates~

Had a BIG tiff wif my dear.. :( We quarrel aft he saw those SMSes. Well..~ Reali silent til our transport drop us his place. Yayaya.. He walk in front & all the way leaving me behind. He walk all the way to the lift til he realise I wasnt following him den he turn back to the bench there n ask me wanna go up anot? I cool down myself n ask him, asking him y angRy me?
Den he told me is becoz the SMS. Well, in the beginning.. I shd hv found out where the fault lies~

Nex, he ask me whether wanna go up anot? I answered YES! (wif tears) I go up n take my clothes. So we proceed up & Im harsh to pick 2 of my top n prepare to go off but he blocked me. (Yes, tis is wat I hope he will do). I know he still care for me, He is afraid of losing me. Thou aft saying me, he became soft. He hug me n sit beside me padding me stop crying. My tears are filled wif lots of his love & gentle care & of cos I cant stop myself crying.. Went for a bath aft tat.. den back to slp.. :)

Wake up for another bath + wash hair.. -_-" **sweet**

Nex day is a Sunday n we went market for lunch N headed back home aft tat.. Nite dinner was shiok, tat goes w/o saying, we went for pasta n walk walk a little while.. *o*

Will continue updates..~

Labels: Happiness

1:27 PM

02 April, 2009

No worries, I no more angRy!!

ThAnks Snow Mel, he post me tis comment:

淑质娴女蜜人心
霞颜可爱甜人梦

The first word of each sentence is my chinese naMe ya..


Sweet sweet sweet.. Thanks my frd.

Labels: Sweets~

2:14 PM

M I reali tat bad? My mum nv understand me at all..~ (F*CK!)

I lost temper last nite again.. Yes! A VERY BIG YES HERE! My temper is forever bad, hot & unreasonable la~

I hv been staying out for abt 3 weeks liao & u nag me for not coming back home.
Well, I return back last nite and and and... she start to F*CK me okie.. Tell me not to b like tis, not to be like tat.. Repeating tis & tat.. (testing my patient rite?)
I responded to her nicely when she repeat over n over agaiN while I was sitting in front of my pc.. But I'm sure tis doesnt only apply on me.. After responded to her repeatly, she still continue as if it's so fuN F*CKING/ naGGing at me..

&...

&.....

&......

Yes! I BANG on the pc desk hardly n ask her to SHUT UP!! I continue my pc stuff & she continue saying.. KNN~ Who can accept this kind of behaviour? No choice, I'M BOIL REAL HOT den I start to throw tings, bang here & there, shout loudly at the top of my voice..~ WAT THE FUCK?? If I know last nite is not my day, I rather continue stay outsiDe..

N of cos my dear was at timah last nite, he knew wat happen in the end n intend to come over find me.. I say a "NO" to him, wanting him to get back hoME n rest~

I phone carolyn n chat for hours til Alex call me, he ask for meet up to chat.. BINGO! Tis is wat tat comes into my mind.. Went down after he reach..

Obviously, I'm going to complaiN the saMe ting.. (I got not enough rest!!) ha..

Shall proceed back to his place tonite.. I dun wish to go homE le.. I'm going to hands off each n everyting from there..~

(If only she voice out, do wat u wan by all means.) I will b myself later on..
Small gal tinking but in reality.. put urself into my shoe n feel..!

Labels: No loves from family

8:58 AM

01 April, 2009

Some gals r jus tat fark up. KNN~ Claim tat it's others fault yet she herself dunno she's at fault right from the beginning.

Dun act bad in front of me cos I'm not scare!!
Im ready to take tis risk.

My past is sux tats y I choose to lead myself to a correct path now. But rite at tis time, I tink I can only use one word, my tolerant has reached to the maximum.

Anyway, hopefully she stop doing that if not I wont gv her face.

3:11 PM

Dear frds.. Happy April Fool!!

New start of the month.. No more training for me.. Phew..~
I hv the thot there but dunno will it works.. Haiz..~ ChAnces r slim but hmmm.. I tink I shall gv it a try, yeah?

Take note of the date: 5 April 09 @ 4.30pm & 7 April 09 @ 6.30pm

Blessed me, come come....

Stopping here.. update later if I hv time.. ^-^

Labels: U're cherish..

9:51 AM

31 March, 2009

A wonderful nite ended last nite. Cat meet me acc her for dinner n proceed chit chat til dear come my hse downstair..

I'm giving away the bicycle la la la... ^-^

Chat wif cat til abt 9pm den realise my dear did not call/ sms me at all.. Tot tat he could hv probably fall aslp while watching tv.. Nah him!! I sms him den he told me he was at panjang liao.. Wa seh!~ I told him off lor.. He gv me a veri gd excuse: "I tot u chatting wif cat so dun disturb u." (Wa.. Wat a gd excuse!!)Clap hand
He say will come over in awhiles timE.. Boo!! Wait n wait til 10plus den appear.. kuku lor..

Carry on wif our chat til 12plus den send cat home and proceed back to dear's place slp SLP zzZZ til tis morning.. I do not hv enough slp/ rest. Mind u! My alarm clock wake me up at 7.30am..~

P/S: He is putting in effort in this r/s.. He says he love me! *-* .:hugs:.

Labels: I ("v") HIM

1:07 PM

26 March, 2009

Back!

ALrite.. I'm veri full now..

Still dun hv the mood to start work yet.. Boss alway tell me to work hard n show BIG boss tat I hv been striving hard for nex incre.. -_-"

Like tis.. --->

Work hard non stop jus like tis cat?

haha..~ jus finish on the phone wif my dear.. I do my tings first..

Will update again..~

12:33 PM

Sway! Veri SWAY!! Cos training cancelled agaiN.. WTH!!

Dunno wan to delay til when agaiN.. I hate attending training, simple as tat..!
Even my boss say: Wat the fish? (I was shocked!!)

Haha..~ Anyway, oso gD tat training is cancelled.. Phew..~ I dun hope someday my BIG boss will say NO MORE TRAINING liao..~ Hahaha..~ (doubt he will say tat!)

Update later.. Need to go for lunch now.. Haha..~ Colleague's waiting for me liao..

BRB!!

11:33 AM

25 March, 2009

Surprise? I'm blogging my part III for today? lol..~ Reali got nothing to do now..

Boss is out for meetiNg, I guess he wont b back to office latEr.. I'm used to it working alone in my office..

Dear jus finish on the phone wif me, phew~ His "ah chu ah chu" still not recover.. *ke lian*

Faster get well!!

N one more ting I wanna highlight is my leg kenna blue black, fArker man! Without any notice, I jus cross my leg over nia n I feel there's pain pain feeling on my knee cap n I flip my pants up.. Oh my fARking shit! BLUE BLACK!! haiz.. I suppose I could hv bang or knock into someting hard which I fail to notice.. Dear says later go back home den rub for me.. :(

I might b going back home late or might not b going home.. Tink I will go over dear's place straight aft I done wif my test liao le.. Today is Regina's b'day (Everyone call her nana!!).. Will go over dear's place to celebrate her b'day!!~ She's veri cute de.. Got chance I will post up her pics.. **hahas**


Happy Bithday Regina!

1:14 PM

I spend a $15 to work. Isnt it veri fArk up? JAM JAM JAM!! NB!!

HaiZ ya, my dear is sick la.. He keep on "ah chu! ah chu!".. Walao eh..~ Virus spreading everywhere.. -_-"

Will continue writing later.. NB! Going in for training now.. *sianz*

Whee..~ I'm back!! Part II now.. haha..


Jus finish my training on financial review.. Shit it la..~ None of it is relavent to me.. Anyway, today training is fast, it last abt 1 & half hour.. Gosh~ My eye lid is so heavy when I was inside the training rooM but now.. Haha.. I'm fully awAke man!! How incredicble, this is the difference between work and slacking here msn-ing whole day or updating my blgger..

hAIz.. PERHAPS, MAYBE OR BE IT is... pass or fail.. I still hoPe I can pass...
Didnt reali read on it but still choose to risk myself taking this test later..
Didnt put much hopE on it la.. So no worries!!~

Its jus a wed today, surprisely I tot of buying 4D.. I bought it anyway.. Is my winning luck wif me already? :)

Labels: Kan BorinG~

8:56 AM

24 March, 2009

Wahaha..~ It's a gD day cos agaiN training is cancelled for today.. Phew~ I dun hope to sit in again for any training.. Y cAnt they jus spare me from the training? KUKU!! Still need to continue from tmr til monday..

Schedule is like this initially:

· Tuesday Morning – 9:30 AM – Financial Analysis of a waste stream

· Wednesday Morning – 9:30 AM – Contracts

· Thursday Morning – 9:30 AM – Pipeline Reports

· Friday Morning – 9:30 AM - Prospecting

But becos of today, the training gotto start from Wed, which is tmr.. **sianz**

Tmr is another worried datE for me! Can I pass? Dear give me lots of encouragement, telling me I shd go for it.. BUT BUT BUT, I scare!! **hahaha**

Schedule have change ya..~ I jus need to go for fri starting from this coming WEEK onwardS.. I have decide to work for only 1 day simply becoz "I'M TOO TIRED!!" lol..~

Dear manage to sent me work every morn since he pause nite job oso.. **shiok ya**

Went to JB last nite for the sake for car wash & pumping petrol.. Haha! Recently addicted going in M'sia.. Love them chopping stamps on my passport.. -_-" Stay in abt 1 & half hr -_-" Wat is gaiN back? (Maggie Mee) -_-" -_-" -_-"

Return back to dear's place n swt swt dream til tis morn..

Labels: U're cherish..

10:54 AM

23 March, 2009

It's only 2pm now.. So stuck up!

Training is cancel for today, but we still hv tues ~ fri to go.. Shall I GENG a 2 days MC for thurs & fri?

I dun hv much intention to sit in to listen to those training.. In case I'm being confront by anyonE, pls take note, I'm not taking care of those accounts stuff..

One nice word to describe me, I'm actuali LAZY!!

Cheryl was MC last nite n was tinking to go drink.. If I wasnt having any appointment, I guess I would hv agree going wif u guys.. Since serene oso going, guess u wont feel bored le..~

My dear is reali PU BOR KIA.. I caught him.. haha..~ Trust he didnt notice I'm on my way to kitchen tat moment.. He was hapPily taking his cigarette n heading to washrooM for a puff.. Arghhh.. I shouted~ He was frighten by me.. BOO!!

Labels: I ("v") HIM

1:56 PM

18 March, 2009

A half day hv jus passed.. Boring cos morn jus finished tele-con wif boss n do some training using netviewer. NB!! Just cant get out of my mind til now..

She called me today, finally.. she could hv realise we didnt chat for few months on the phone. This new is spreaded out fast. Nex trip to Korea!! Walao.. How I wish!!
Well, she will be at Korea for 6days 5 nite from 7 April onwards.. Bon Voyage~

But no choice, would prefer to go Thai (bangkok) for a short trip firsT so... ticket is boOked!! **yeah**

Will continue update.. :)

Labels: U're cherish..

1:32 PM

16 March, 2009

Anyone knows? I'm blessed!

Dear bought me a dolphin wind chimes (风鳞).. A veri nice n lovely one. We went down to outram yesterday to check out the holiday travel prices n was loitering at outram complex.. I went for a short trial of 10 mins for $5 (fish spa) ahead to chinatown nex... Well.. becoz of a sudden rainpour tats y we r stuck there! **boo**.. Thou, we still happily continue shopping cos me n dear seldom got chance to walk out on street so happily n relax, at times we need plenty of rest in noon tiMe cos of nite job.. We were slacking around there n was happen to walk in a shop which interest us. As I'm looking at my stuff, here comes my dear shouted: Bei, come here.. I look at him n he was pointing at the dolphin wind bell at me asking me which one i would prefer. There's a few dolphin wind bell there, so we approached the staff to take it down n let us hv a look.


Currently, it's hanging at dear's place. Jus right on top of our bed light. Whenever I wake up, I will see it.

It's nothing sweeter den having him by my side every tiMe to take care n look after me.

After afew min dicussion, we finally choosen one of the lovely dolphin. And so, dear brought it! haha.. We had our claypot dinner at chinatown point restaurant and proceed back home after tat. I was tinking of going back rest n dear popped out tis idea. Bei, we go farmart for Doctor Fish Spa? Wheeee... Again? So we went for tat.. Dear definately enjoy himself yest cos he was holding my hand veri tight n ensure me not bored at each min n sec. Farmart prices r much more reasonable. It cost 6bucks for 15mins but the lady extended 5 mins time for us.. **how sweet**!! *hee* Will go there often for smoothing of my leg n hand.. Yeah!

Dear.. I want "Doctor Fish Spa" every week...

Labels: U're cherish..

1:56 PM

24 December, 2008

Wahaha..~ Did a testing last nite when I was having dinner wif Siao Cha bor @ pastamania..~ **nah**

He didnt agree to any of it n didnt disappoint me.. **smile**

Bb decide to go bowling so jio Des & Jeff along.. Lol..!!
Wash drain means lane fault?? Ball nv go straight means lane too long fault?? **HAHA**

Well, games last for two hours plus til 12plus den go back!

Stupid whether giving us problem this morn, big so heavily!! Phew..~ Lucky I got myself a chauffeur when I reach lobby.. :p

X'mas eve but still hv to come in for half a day.. **nah** didnt Ken promise me will allow me to rest til mon den report work? But too bad, I need to come in for a half day to complete my shipments.. He promise to dismiss me before 12 later.. Phew~

Nex, aft tonite.. I will hv a long weekend til mon le.. TiMe to relax.. TimE for shopping & ClubBing~ Yeah!!

Hopefully my nite job will remit my paid by this week so we can proceed wif our trip.. :)

I'm loving it!!!!!!!!


Update agaiN soon..~

Labels: U're cherish..

10:22 AM

17 December, 2008

Nah..~ I nv change my blog URL.. No worrieS!!

Phew ~.~ I'm surprise tat gDs new been coming to my ears..!! Be it is work or J.

Everyting to me is perfect presently..! Wat I need now is tiMe.. It's reali not enough for me ya~

Have decide to change a new phone but......... still in the mid of discussion wat phone to change.. An i-phone for each of us.. OMG~ cRazy!! Do we need such phoneS?

Oh yA.. Went down for urgent meeting at club last nitE.. Main concern is still stop staff from drnkiNg.. pooR us! Nex tiMe cannot drink le.. :(

New rules & regulations is announced! SmokIng break r only allow 3 tiMes per day n need to get back to worK within 3 mins break.. Wat is tiS?

HaiZ.. Cant tis gal b more toLerant?? Cant she jus keep quiEt n stop being so ruDe to our cAptain?If she would know how to please him at tat moment, I believe the screws wont b tighten up.. **sigh**

Now it is like tis, he wan us staff to be understanding during tis period n hopefully all tis can b back to nOrmal asap.

Nex...

J hv been sending me to work in the morn but funny ting is he start work at 11.30 de ya.. Aft sending me to work every morn, he will return back home n reSt agaiN.. Xin ku ni le.. ~.~ Learn to love urself b4 u love others. Well, he did it?? did he??

Actual X'mas falls on Thurs ya.. Thx boss! I got a self declared off on wed aftnoon & fri as well..

Names changing everywhere.. Even my office building name is changing nex yr.. OMG!!~
Pantech Industrial Complex to Pantech Business Hub.. Haha..~ Nice name!! RevovatiOns will be made for this building.. HoorAy..!!

Labels: U're cherish..

1:25 PM

07 November, 2008

Shall end here.. Need to do follow up liao..~ :)

Phew..~ Hopefully I can b release early today.. I reali need plenty of resT..~
Reach home abt 2am last nite.. shag la..
Will continue update the part 2 if I'm free in the aftnoon.

Labels: U're cherish..

9:48 AM

05 November, 2008

I'm happy ya..~ All my task r cleared.. All my bad luck r gonE!! **yipEe**

Now dear wake up le.. He wake up himself de.. **today guai lor** No need morn call him ya..

Will b working tonite..~ abit sian but no choice ya..!! Days pass by veri fast everyday.. I could feel the pace.. Well.. It's gd for me cos I wont feel a bored at all..~

Well.. somehow out of sudden I feel so sweet wor.. hahaha.. Dun ask me y.. cos I hv no idea too!!

Recently too much tings happen, I hv no choiCe but to bomb Ling's ear agaiN.. Lol..

Comes to u tis kuku problem.. I can admit it's common to quarrel between couples.. But when u reali finalise ur decision to let go of her, pls pls pls.. at least b gentleman.. returning back to frd shd b ok.. dun bother to ask me tis kind of ques cos I will reali look down on u.. U're big enough to know wat u wan.. I dun Fark caRe u mistreat her b4 but so long as u explain n make tings clear.. I dun wish to received her call anyMorE..

Aft dear reply to this flirt, he dun dare to text me le.. til now, wat I hv is peace..~ :) I'm happy ya.. Whenever I saw dear is anxious or anGry over which guy text me, I feeled blessED!! I wan to b in his heart every single min n sec yA...

Labels: U're cherish..

10:16 AM

03 November, 2008

Labels: Little devil and Me..

11:41 AM

30 October, 2008

Let's rest for today.. will not meet him to anywhere le..~ He's reali tirEd..

Labels: Little devil and Me..

10:37 AM

28 October, 2008

Wheeee~ Long weekend jus past.. So happy!! ^_^

Well.. dear came down to my workplace on the following fri, sat and sun nite to fetch me from work.. And finally got a rest day on Monday. Thou it's obvious tat a rest day isnt enough but I slept the whole day on Monday wor.. haha..~ I wake up in late aftnoon n dear acc me to his hse downstair for lunch. Later oN, we proceed back home n it's my turn to resT agaiN. So I continue to slp til almost 8pm (ah wei msg me) den I wake up.. lol..~ Dear was all the way beside me watching tv while I'm slping.. **happy neh**

Aft I wake up, dear told me someting.. he said:......

Dear: My mum got cook ur dinner.
Me: Oh is it? *smiling*
Dear: ya.. go n eat first ya.
Me: Ok! *quickly run down from bed*

His mum cooked a simple n nice dinner for us. Got fried egg n fish n soup.. :)

As soon as I abt to start my dinner, dear go downstair to meet *ah small* take back his bike & bring him up too.. lol..~ follow by *ah big* come up.. :)

Stupid him!! Aft I eaten my dinner, they intend to proceed to Timah coffeeshop meet frd agaiN.. Boo him!! Lucky I say I wan to go back rest le.. *nah*

Trust me if he continue like tat, nex tiMe I wont go to his plaCe anymoRe..~
Oh ya.. Dear disappoint me la.. He told me is last liao..~ but..... haiz........
He is lucky tat he crash it in front of me.. else! I will stop talking to him..

Cant judge a person how gd is he/ she even thou u know this person for years.. Ppl changed!! I certainly agreed there's no forever in this world.. TiMe's up, u still hv to die. But aint everyone jus hoping they can spend their life happily once in their life tiMe?

I realise this... Acutali... he isnt honest at all tiMes.. but wat he expect in return is his gf will be honest wif him all the tiMe. Wat is tHis? **fucker lo**
Is it fair to her? gal, shd u re-consider agaiN?

To give the whole trust to someone? but hv u ever tink.. He could hv cheat u afew tiMes w/o u knowing it.. U hv been hide alot of ting further behind.. U're encourage not to learn abt his past cos I believe it would hurt u even more.. present life satisfy u is gd den enough..~

Wish to stop for awhiile.. calm down first~

Labels: confusing~

1:31 PM

23 October, 2008

Labels: ~("v") is around US~

1:15 PM

22 October, 2008

Wheee~ Wed liao..~ Stupid dear not reporting woRk today..(ON LEAVE ya!!) **nah** He reached home tis morn n is still slping like a piG nw.. :p

Went in office abit later today, not becoz I overslept but I hv got not much tings to do ya..~ Well.. boss granted all my wisHes recently.. Allow me to do tis n tAt.. haha~ FlexiblE enough rite?? **smile**

Went down to town last nite.. Shag lor..~ Aft I reach gombak is abt 11pm, devil still insist me to go over n meet him..!! I'm TIRED ya!! He said: Tired still anyhow run.. Wa biang, I run meh? I walk leh.. :p

So dear said he will be not be home early, he is wif his ganG n teams helping out at the praying session. Well, I nv go there cos I jus dun feel like goinG.. **bleah**

I hv a plan for myself on this coming fri, I will be on MC ya.. Not I genG MC but I could feel n predict tat I gonna fall sick soon.. I need a resT le..~ Will not b coming in office n skip my night job for tat daY.. Wheeee~ May I hv a gD n peace rest til monday..

Can I hv 1 more request? Haiz.. How I wish I'm not greedy, not tat stubborn~

He text me last nite, I respond quite late.. He is too much cos he isnt clear of wat is he doing.. He tryinG to lure me into his trap yA.. It's jus my guessinG.. I dunno is tis fri a gD day to clarify wif him.. Shall I agree on fri to go drink wif him? Wat shd I do? Shd I tell dear? Or shd I decide for myselF..?

**Dear ever said tis; if he wan to know when is ur slot, come n ask me. come n talk to me. come n clarify tings wif me. I'll talk to him.**

OMG!! I dun hope there is tis day.. **prays**
Blessed me n wish me all the besT ya~

Labels: Little devil and Me..

10:24 AM

20 October, 2008

Labels: Little devil and Me..

9:22 AM

17 October, 2008

Second Entry yea?...~ **haha**

TiMe is reali slow today.. didnt hv much stuff to follow up.. Take a short nap jus now.. **bleah** til my devil text me.. Lol..~ boss not in.. no boss = no goverment.. HOoray.. Haiz.. still tinking abt wat devil told me last nite n in fact, it bothers me til nw..

Wat the hell is goin on?? Time nv move a single bit at all.. **sad**

Dear is busy wif woRk.. can only come n pick me aft my club woRk.. The whole world is buSying except me slacking here..~ :p

last nite, I did a veri stupid ting while we r having supper, someone asked me: got tiMe go NTUC buy someting n cook for ur sIao eh... I say out loudly tat I dunno how to start fire, dunno how to cook, dunno how to buy ingredient, someone respond, den nex tiMe ur hubby sure starve to death.. Stupid dear reply.. lucky I know how to cook wor.. Stupid Raymond say now 21 century liao.. is hubby cook for honey de.. Got tiMe send her to cooking course!!! Arghhh... -_-"

Labels: Us

3:18 PM

Whee...~ went to meet up wif siao cha bor last nite n had our dinner at westmall~ Phew..! Wat a relieve cos family members r quarreling at home n I'm outside enjoyiNg..~ **yeah**

Later on, meet up wif my sec sch frds n chit chat awhile at kopi-roti..

Haiz.. I have prepared my workIng attire ready for nex morn.. Yes! Actuali I dun intend to go back home~ **nah**
Til dear sms me he knock off n -_-".. He asked where m I, NOT to hide from him so I told him the fact tat I would wish to stay outside n MiGht not be going back home.

After clearinG wat happen to me, he suggest me to follow him go celebrate frd's b'day at jdp.. -_-" I reali dun feel like goIng back to workplace yea. Haiz..~ But in the end, I still ended up myself therE..

Ohya~ in my previous post! I mention this old fARker idiot.. Phew~ I saw him last nite n he was pretty shocked how come I was theRe.. Nah him la.. cb! He is totally lost y am I therE.. Will he be tinking I wan to find him problem last nite? :p ANyway. it's OKIE! He dun dare to look at me oso. Trust he dare not use tat kind of tone on me agaiN else I will fArk him upside down! Useless old maN..!!

Dear & his group of frds ordered 2 Jugs n proceEd wif the b'day gal's celebration.

Til 12.30am, everyting endEd~ dear is gentleman enough to help me look aft all my bagS n stuff while I go to the ladies. He carries all my stuff n place it nicely in his bike box.. :p

We then proceed for supper n chit chat awhile before my dear send me back..~

Aft I reach home den dear told me someting, promisE me not to run out alone nex tiMe, let me know where r u now n then. I'll alway be wif u.
Nex he told me he is still worRy, I was like huh? y? He says he wan to be the person who knows n understand me the best. I was touched! Thx dear.. U didnt disappointed me tis tiMe cos he r guai, u nv drinK til I gv u the permission. U're great!

Tis sunday, dear's frd big day is cominG n he was invited to their wedding dinner. Dear nv miss out me! In fact, I insist I wont b goinG cos I wan to go shoppIng. He paused me for a moment saying gently tat he wan me to go wif him cos I m important to him every moment. See! How can my heart not melt? oh dear!!

I will update agaiN.. need to do some follow up le.. :p

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9:05 AM

16 October, 2008

Weekend coming soon..~ Whooosh..~

Last nite was unhappy wif tis stupid old man. He is an idiot! First tiMe encounter old man shouting at a 21yrs old young gal, (young gal didnt do anyting wrong wor) it's ridiculous lor! Farker old maN.. He damn cheebye loR..~ Act n behave as if he is the new promoted supervisor or senior.. ass hole U..

I told dear abt it & he ask me dun care abt him.. *sighh*

I promised dear tis sat if i hv the chance to see tis old farkEr, I will definately faRk him off. TrusT me! He KNN FarkEr! C.B!! I'm not afraid of having problem there, the most I go back to police station n PUAY wif him. Nah him...~

Haiz.. I stop here.. going back home liao.. will update agaiN..~

Labels: Idiot old maN

4:07 PM

15 October, 2008

Back blogging~ *YEAH*

Part of unwanted entry was deleted as I dun see the reason having posted it up here.. :p

Whee..~ Dear meet me last nite, his frds tagged along oso.. We went to hougang to take someting den sit n relax there for awhile under a block downstair..~ Happily chatting all the way til 12.30am n finally I voice out: I"m hungry! lol..~

My dear was asking: so wat do u wish to hv for ur supper?
I: *smile* Satay?
My dear: okie..* carry my pouch n shout* let's go Timah! -_-"

Well... den we proceed to Timah for tat.. *bleah*

Crack lots of jokes last nite.. dun feel like going back indeed it's fun! but nex day all of us need to woRk.. haiz~ my health is weak recently.. I need lots of rest..~

P/S: He says he love her.. *smile*

Labels: My boy and Me..

9:00 AM

02 October, 2008

Yes! He fetch me aft work n meet up on Hari Raya's eve which is tuesday nite.. :p
I'm feeling down la.. No mood & jus nice he ask me out for drinks.
He waited for me to knock off n we proceed to Lunar togetheR..

http://www.lunar.sg/

Well.. Story begins from here.. We actuali plan to go there enjoy livEband, chat & drink.. It was jus unexpected by him tat I could actuali drunk so fast.. -_-''

Meanwhile weather is not gD on tat day either, was having pour rains.. **sigh** but cooling la.. **hee**
So upon reaching, he pay for all the cover charges n quickly get attended at our seats. Inclusive with two glass of welcome drinks. :) Cheers!!~

Aft tat, we decide to open bottle.. Wheee **CHIVAS**!!~ Hey, no cheap hor! $244/- okie? anyway, is okie.. Important is we enjoY..~ Yipee!! We drink while chatting but suddenly recall back lots n lots of past n so was high tat nite, it was nearly full house.. So we cheers n drink, cheers n drink.. was drinking pretty fast.. opps! AgaiN, is me who K.O.. DRUNK! DRUNK! DRUNK! Stupid me~ I missed the nice nice livebanD..

But although I gone drunk, he is pretty gentleman~ He took gD care of me.. **smile**
He still allow me to rest for awhile before we move on to level 1.

Well.. aft all, I was tinking he might b scare of goin drink wif me cos Im easily drunk.. :p but no yea.. he still ask me for drink tis coming sat.. :p *enjoy*

Nv met a idiot like him - FaRking flirt!!
Suddenly received his SMS while drinking.. *so fan* I dun wish to receive his SMS at all..
I was shock to received tat SMS: Dear wru now?

OMG!! Tink his gf dunno wats happening.. He is reali a jerk la..
Initially, I tot he was drunk but he wasnt.. shit him. (Farking flirt idiot!)
Feel like resigning from here, I wan peace~

Labels: U're cherish..

2:45 PM

25 September, 2008

I'm reali missed it~ Shit me!!

Damn it cos I missed it to save n dun even care to record down.. OMG!~ fArk up man!!
I might not hv the chance to browse thru agaiN, but at least I know I'm being spotted.. :p

It turns out to be my daily routine reading on it, do u know tat..?

Well, interest of goin there is lower n lower.. Got no kind of urge to reach there early le.. I arrive office at abt 8am in the morning n I realise tis agaiN.. I'm looking forward too much tings..

While I knock off from worK, I was pretty tired and I know I need to proceed wif my facial appt but at the same time I was hoping to receive ur sms.. I was waiting n waiting ... n finally u sent a sms.. yippeee!!!

It's no joke, u will reali feel kind of little "xin fu".

So I proceed wif my part time at nite.. Well, tings r still the same.. no changes at all.. work til 1am n proceed back, how would I know tat the driver missed out me man! WTF!! So I got a free ride to T.P.Y & back to Bukit Batok.. Nah~

FaRking tired tis morning but no choice, I still need this salary to survive.. Force myself to get up of the bed n washup..

He says he miss me, he dun dare to love me cos I hv warned him not to like me, haiz... wat is tis?

I dun need anyone at tis moment, wat i need is a day now for me to hv a gd rest!

Tis would b my one n only wish for now, for tis moment.

Unknown happening r coming on my way.. I guess I gonna headache..

Labels: U're cherish..

10:42 AM

24 September, 2008

Wednesday liao..~ Y each day pass so fast?? haiz...

Didnt knew wats today date til I see my phone.. Gosh!! Month end coming liao.. Got salary agaIn..~ **haha**

He recall my weekly schedule n realise wats my present lifestyle.. haha.. only eat, work & slp!!~ I feel sad too!! Got no time for me to go hang out.. haiz..

He sms me tis aftnoon, feel so YUCKS..~

Yes! I'm working tonite.. I guess I need a break soon..~

To where? When going? How long? Haiizzzzz...~

Labels: U're cherish..

9:55 AM

17 September, 2008

This is suppose to be the 3rd day no news of it...

Den I realise it is reali got messed up liao..~ It wasnt wat I tink when the first place was taken.

Haiz..~ Last nite didnt even slp well when I know it's jus a wednesday the nex day whereas I still hv to wake up early n report to work..~

FinE!! Since is me the one who started this topic, I will clear n ans for the rest of it. No worry~

I used to tell myself I might not b talented person in future but at least I know I learn as I grow but who tis fArking kuku says: "eh, all different brain la.. some need to go thru timEs n agaiN den will pass de.." U ass hole, I make sure I'll do it! **nah**

Not so looking forward for these nites.. Pretty shag aft I know the result of it's status. Currently is no longer available but still hanging on a fake mask. **cryZzz**

Been praying over the project given by an idiot "my lady boss"~ No content n diagrams given yet.. 3 weeks later pls fly to USA n report the sales & so watever report. **poor ting** I hope u'll be fine.. I will alway rem tis phrase.. As a team, we will either promote/ raise together, or else... we shall die together~

**whistling** this thur n fri no goverment.. it's gonna all be my own.. "yeah"!!~

Well.. will update soon....!

Labels: U're cherish..

8:31 AM

15 September, 2008

Now I know I deserve someting better. On the 13th..!! Haha.. I'm not being secretive..

Yes! On 13th September 08, finally u tap on me n asked.

I'm glad n happy wif wat I m nw..~ Nv ever try to ask someone to get my info cos u'll nv hv the chance to get it.. **bleah** come to me straight away n ask.. perhapS i will consider telling u even more~

Labels: U're cherish..

9:50 AM

11 September, 2008

I rush all the way from home to office jus now and I almost knock out. *faint*

Was told tat slots r schedule so full until sunday.. Gosh~ Who can take it??
Alina is still "mi mi hu hu"~ Trying to find a better solution..
Oh..~ Pls count me out.. I hv someting on tat day, she was left wif no choice but to browse thru her phone again.. -_-"

Alrite, he was pretty shag due to the new changes of me. Haiz... But in any ways, no one is right or wrong in the beginning.

Gained someting yet feel dishearten. I'm weird, I'm a freak, I'm different.. tried on lots of new tings n den I realise its actuali so simple. -_-"

While working, I know I'm not concentrating.. Everyone is waiting for 十二莲花 group member's arrival.. any idea who is the main one?? Lol.. It's Qi Yu Wu... But fail to turn up!
But nevertheless, his fans still proceed to the table n enjoy their rest of the member's jokes n song..

Ha... Tis is the most tiring experience I ever had.. I run here n there, walk up n down, left n right, front to back n do ordering thru pour system. Leg cramp... Stupid!!!~

But programs still manage to end punctually.. Hehe..~ Our manager was happy wif the sales la..

Oh ya!!~ Today happy la cos no boss til tmr.. :p
yEs!~ He is clearing his leave on the following thur n fri til end of this month..

Alrite, tats for today..

Labels: U're cherish..

8:44 AM

10 September, 2008

Yup! Working tonite, haiz.. not enough slp last nite.. No PEACE~

Quarrel wif mummy.. Asking for more n more is wat she know now.. I dun care to bother anymoRe le..

I throw temper at home and shout at the top of my voice last nite.. Damn tu lan!!

Dun understand wat is her daughter tinking, only nag n chant!
Wat is tis man?

Move out is still the best choice else I'll be having nightmares every nite..~

OH YA!!
Received a sms from his boss.. Opps!!~
I was TOTALLY shocked..! I dunno where he got my no n I m not sure if the sms was sent to me purposely or accidentally.

Well.. I hv done a nice work.. cos advise was given.. Im sure he will observe..
Best wishes to tis idiot, we will wait n see..~

Nex..

My schedule - it turns out to be a gd news to me!
I could actuali start one hour later.. *yeah*
Gd for me cos I do not hv to rush home for dinner and report to work..
Manager is kind n understanding enough..!!

I told her wats my working hrs n schedule like and she is flexible enough to allow me report one hour later.. Well.. at least I can go home for a dinner n wash up den rest for awhile before I start working.. **phew**

P/S: Hate the sight of him, flirty idiotS! Got my contact fr others n tell me junks over sms.. (Fat hope! dun flirt wif me cos I'll nv fall on u!)

I cant wait to knock off now.. =(

Labels: U're cherish..

11:50 AM

09 September, 2008

Back blogging!!~

Veri sad cos...

(1) Stupid auntie come n visit me. **sad**
(2) Not enough $ use = Bankrupt **Veri sad**
(3) Cancel off my weekend trip **even sad**
(4) Revised salary is delayed **lagi sad**

WTF is this.. Unlucky news came one shot.. It's idiotic..

Pls leave my part time job aside first cos I m satisfy wif it at the moment.

My current admin job

Haiz.. Lady boss giving us a project n wants us to complete within 3 weeks time.
Lol.. til now no content, no info given, nothing is given.. wat kind of proj is this?
Slow down plan of vessel monitoring n shipments is hand over to me le.. I'm suppose to be veri busy but y M i still blogging?? **lol~ I'm eating snakes now** nah~

Once or twice, I dun mind goin out for sales meeting but not often.. I'm sick of sitting down there freezing my neck n look at the powerpoint/ presentation. Haiz.. One ting funny is whenever I go for meeting wif my boss, I only look forward the tea-break session. Veri curious wat is prepared for us.. *smile*

Last week fri was a lucky day.. manage to slip off from office at 11.30am in the morn.. Somemore wif approval!!~

No superior is a gd news but WITHOUT a management is headache de.. Promote me man!!~ Lol..~ Boss expect my course will extend but never did he realise I hv passed~ Whee..~ Self declared holiday at the moment.. No night class & No extra task given.. **hooray**

Revised salary is delay cos up up management needs my statement.. **kns**
Well, we shall wait n see..~


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Well, back to my topic! My weekend trip is cancelled cos my idol insist to hold back! Shit U~

I dun wan to re-arrange my schedule liao.. Leave it all to him ba... Wheee~~

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I was told.. But I choose to ignore.. Yet still tinking.. So I decided.. NO!

Labels: U're cherish..

9:20 AM

02 September, 2008

Is it spot check or miss me?? say properly.....!!!!!!!
So funny, recently gotto received ur call umpteen times a day..

yes!! I ans ur call but are those funny remarks, such as u wan to spot check where m I la.. u miss me tats y u call me la... all these funny remarks...

whooo.... -_-" I m perspiring now... wat's the hell going on????

starting my nite part time job tmr... hopefully I can take it, at this moment, I hv to let it b this way.. will try for abt 1 month n if I can take it, i will consider taking up long term part time.. **smiles**

comes to tink of my montly expenses, yes!! I need to cut down... I need bank's attention now.. pls forbid me from withdrawing money out from my account.. **cryss**

Well.. Received a voucher from a hotel.. International buffet will be served upon presenting for 2 pax.. Me n my love will be going.. muacksss... **hehe**

Enjoy, enjoy n enjoy is wat I know.. nah..~ at the same time, I workhaRd too..

Congrats Jessica, U deserve this second gift..her baby boy is arriving on Oct.. :)
How noble can she be? saMe age as me BUT is a mother of 2 now.. Gambate!!

Dun ask when is my turn.. coming.. coming.. dun rush..~ hahaha...

Labels: U're cherish..

3:20 PM

27 August, 2008

My smile returns.. =)

I wasnt alone tis morning.. I have ur accompany to the office.. ;)

Reach home abt 1am last nite.. giggling to myself!! OMG~ M I crazy?? I tink its sooner or later... ^-^

Opps! I gtg now... Will update again... Busy now..~ Lol...

Labels: U're cherish..

10:09 AM

22 August, 2008

Updating..

Yes.. Hopefully u cant read my mind, oso hope tat u dun even bother to know wat's going on in my life..

I know I wont b able to take it. Tat's y I promise.

Since the day I promise I quit drinking n smoking, I have nv touch it til now.

Stressing myself from stopping tis n tat, of cos it isnt wat I wan..
I wan back my life.. my freedom.. Freely do watever I wan..

Of cos I'm aware of ur kind intention, didnt I appreciate u too?
I stop it since wednesday.. I m trying to stable my timE n work.. Didnt slp well every nite, wat i do is chiong n run out? I enjoyed myself when I m outside but I feel bad when U remind me to get back home early n rest..

I didnt did it on purpose, didnt wan u to worry neither.. I m jus a no one to u.. So u hv no rite to control me.. Leave it to me all I wan.. Perhaps tis is the life I wan? No one knows..

I dun reali enjoy being control since my last r/s.. I hate being lock up at home waiting for calls n smses..

I know we r only frds, no rooms for furthur stage.. stop til here is someting I might prefer..

U may continue to behave wat u wan, I reali got not enough time sitting beside u jus chatting all the way til morning, tis isnt the life I wan...

Yes!! I love the beach, so wat? Can u bring me there everyday? U willing to acc me wait for sunrise? It isnt the past... It's future I m seeing now.... Too bad, u jus miss it....

Last but not least,
Hope Sharon & Aloysius may u both stay loving forever..

Labels: U're cherish..

12:46 PM

19 August, 2008

Time to update...

but sorry, i got nothing to update.. reali nothing...

will come back again... -_-"

Labels: U're cherish..

10:50 AM

15 August, 2008

Weekend arrives..!!~ **so happi**

Work stuff is loaded full n placed on my desk.. Mind u!! Its not month end..~
How come accounts stuff is place on my desk?? WheRe the hell is that part tiMe accoutant??

I dun caRe to touch on account's stuff cos I m not the accountant here.. Well.. weekend's mood is pleasantly surround me.. I feel no stress n could peacefully switch off my mind n start counting down to 5pm..

Lol..~ Wats on for me tonite?? Still yet to confirm...

Shd complete my haiR dyed by this month.. Colours fading off.. its 2 coloured toned now.. **UGLY**~

Take tings easy, let it go.. I might be trying to catch u but u r alway hiding n running away.. it makes no sense to me in all ways.. coming 8 yrs effort might hv gone or wasted but it remains in my life til I reali found someone who can replace u... I doubt there is cos the "secure" given is from u to me. No one has ever make so feel so touch n I will nv nv forget the day we started knowing each other..

I might read alot in my mind but wat causes me into tis? nothing makes me so crazy abt u, its jus every moves from u catches my attention. I could jus merely asked: how r u? The other part is I definately hope u dun jus tell me u r fine, of cos expect more den tat.. Yes..!! u did it!! u didnt disappoint me.. ** ^-^ **

The msg from u, send me on 14 August 08 nite:

U: gal, u still outside? free?
Me: yes. ------- (I was giggling when i reply)
u: wat time u coming back? Wanna meet up?
Me: not confirm yet. -------(Tinking wat is he up to?)
u: its late, can u let me know wat time u coming back, I go n fetch u catch a show. ok?
Me: let u know later. ------- (i was wondering y is it like tis again?)
U: OK.

Well, a half an hour later, I still choose not to meet up wif him so I advise him to rest at home.

Den finally he voice out tat he is feeling down/saD n was hoping I could spare some time come out.. **(so silly, y not jus voice out n I might hv agreed to meet..)**
WTF!!~ I didnt realise he is in a lousy mood tat nite..

Lastly, problems solved!! :) He hv a comfy sweet dreamzzZZ.. So do I.. :)

Praying dad on this coming sunday.. (saD) haizzzzzzz.....
Bless me daddy.. :'(
Alway remember u no matter where we go..
Bro finally serving NS nx yr.. He is well-behave n study hard.. ~Peace~

Labels: U're cherish..

11:29 AM

12 August, 2008

Tuesday only..~ Haiz.. Still holiday mood yea?

Yes!! I m reali tired n feel strengthless everywhere.. Old liao?? -_-"

Now tat work is resume, play and fun is only for weekend.. (Another 3 days to go??)
I made it!! Did I?

Feel pek chek when u r under control.. I need to hv my own life at this age.. No point stopping me from doing this or going there..

I hv limit within me, i know myself more den anyone else..

Getting out of hand is the only word that can describe me.. Lol..!~ (I'm a bad gal)

Yes!!~ I light it up again.. But it's gonna b the last time..

Each time I fail to hands off is becoz I hv open up my heart n live to enjoy..
Everyting is finally solved~

Thx for buying the trip ticket for me.. Thx for accompany too~

Ending here.. Update soon..~

Labels: U're cherish..

11:26 AM

09 August, 2008

Happy National Day~

8:43 PM

06 August, 2008

Yes! Program's is fully schedule til National Day.. Life can be boring but can be entertaining too..~

Self declare off on tis coming fri for me n Monday off for my boss.. Hooray!!~
Long weekend again..

Recently still doing well.. Hope tmr will be a better day..~

One more day to go.. Start counting down wif me.. Down to Geog bar if possible.. I hope I have the time to join u guys.. =)

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2:18 PM

30 July, 2008

This week's time pass fast.. was unexpected~ =)

Recently my life is getting merrier n merrier.. Full of programs coming up..

31 July 08 (Thursday) - Test
01 Aug 08 (Friday) - Courses at Toa Payoh
02 Aug 08 (Saturday) - Dye hair (Aftnoon), Drink (Nitez)
03 Aug 08 (Sunday) - JB Shopping (Not confirm)

Lol.. Tot of going in JB for the "Doctor Fish Session".. Those fish will bite away ur dead skin from ur foot.. Hey!!~ No joke, I try before, its shiok okie? Jus sit there n relax.. Let the fish entertain u.. Wahaha..~ **Relaxing**

Hmmm.. I m aware that this coming fri is "7th month festival".. Again, frds.. Pls dun remind me tis festival is coming.. Tat kind of fear resume u know.. :(
Ya.. I m scare n afraid of hearing all tis sort of stories.. So dun frighten me okie?? ^-^

M i looking forward for someting? Well.. I'm not sure too..~ Recently mess up my own work.. Was fArking surprise wat is it all abt.. Yes, its my position which could hardly make me breath properly.. Of cos beside work, I hv own problems too.. While I was sitting outside the cafe day dreaming, merely took out a stick of cigarette n decide to light it up but still I choose not to.. I know I shd not pick up this anymore.. I PROMISE NO MATTER HOW STRESS OR PEK CHEK M I, I WONT TOUCH TAT ANYMORE!!~

I was like scolding myself for nothing the whole day, I throw temper on myself n even slam my pen on the floor when boss is out of office, I cried silently.. Wat the hell happen to me? I dunno..

Yes, I m happy when I was feeling so down to the extreme yet u could still on the phone cheering me up, sorry.. I vanish from the call suddenly cos I dun wish to let u hear my fArking crying sound.. U do feel pain when I cry, I do feel pain when u sad for me too my dear.. I need more than tat, u know? Its not jus simply this..
I m greedy, I m asking for much now, I m being demanding, I m being unreasonable again... but can I stop all this? I wish I can.. I hope for tat too.. But everyting is still far far from me.. I could only feel long n far distance within the map u created...

Haha.. U ask me to give back ur life.. Hello..~ U haven dead leh.. U mislead me.. Scare me~ *-* So u r trying to say u wan back ur life like previous, can laugh wif me happily & loudly, can talk to me w/o any worries, can go out wif me shopping freely.. Alrite, I grant ur wish.. No worry, we can still be the way we wan to be..

Arite, gotto end here..~ Going to bed le.. zzZZZ **hugs**

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10:11 PM

25 July, 2008

Reaching end of the month soon.. Reports r everywhere now.. Dunno where to clear from.. Lol..~ **hates**

**Love isnt love til I met u**.. Lol..~ Wat is tis? Sweeter then sweets..

Come out on last wednesday nite n was again the same ting, jus a 2 hours chat at the hardcourt n tats it..

Nex week de half day leave is granted!!~ Thx boss!!

I need rest, I need to drink, I need entertainment, I need a short holiday.. wHO cares~

Labels: U're cherish..

4:01 PM

23 July, 2008

Didnt report to work today.. Feeling sick n tired this morning tats y insisted to take MC.. I send a msg to boss asking if I could reach office abit later cos I m having slight fever den he replied, go n see doctor n get MC.. Wow..!! Steady rite tis boss.. So I told him I will be seeing a doctor later, he replied: Take a break today :).. Wa.. somemore wif a smile behind.. *Good BosS*

Haiz.. I immediately call him n inform wat r the pending order for today. He told me no worries cos he hv alreadi done it..

Shiok sia..~ hope tmr when I return office, I will be even relax.. Whooo~ *-*

Alrite, i went to Geog bar last weekend n took afew pic.. I will only post up this two.. U guys shd knOw, I'm impatient de.. I dun like waiting..

:K.W:. .:JES:. .:MEL:.

.:P.C:. .:JES:. .:MEL:.

Alrite, cheers to the friendship from secondary til now..

Labels: Cheers~

9:29 AM

18 July, 2008

Hooray!! Friday friday I love u~

Kinda free now.. Almost bored to death.. Lol..~
This morning was veri veri surprised cos I wasnt alone on my way to work..

Haha~ someone drive me in.. Hooo~ While I was waiting for my bus at the bus stop, jus awhile after I reach the shelter, someone horn me.. -_-" Scare me!!~ lol...

Oh.. after pausing myself for awhile den I could reali c who that fellow is..
lol.. It's my ITE frd.. Yeah~

Was veri surprise to c him n so he give me a lift to my office.. Haha~ Thx god everyone is doing well.. Got their own career n life..

Weekend's happy hour tonite.. C ya..

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9:58 AM

17 July, 2008

Ya.. I change my blog skin..~

I choose a skin which is so simple n clear yet I jus like it much much!!~ *-*

Lol..~ I break rules again!! So sad cos I promised I wont make the same mistake again but... haiz.. **apologise**

Well, boss is going Malaysia tmr.. Shd't I b happy that I got no boss around in the office? Yes! I'm happy but nex month got a bomb coming s'pore office, that is my U.S lady boss -_-"

Haiz.. She insist me going to the airport to pick her up.. Lol..!! Wat the hell!! I hv nv seen her b4 n yet she wan me to fetch her from airport.. OMG~ How is she going to recognise me? I guess she herself isnt clear wat is she saying.. Kuku idiot!!~

Her purpose of coming over to s'pore office is to see me.. *diao*(-_-)".. Boss initially requested her to go back to her hotel first once she landed s'pore n will pick me up to meet her in the late afternoon at her hotel but she actuali rejected Ken's good intention. *haiz*

Well.. since she wan me to pick her up, shall c to it!!~ Salute!! Bossy Lady~ *o*

Someting I m very excited abt.. yea.. it's weekend's programs~

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12:04 PM

16 July, 2008

Phew~ It's a new Wednesday!! Hooray!!~

I m very excited over the coming weekend programs!! I feel so happy cos this bar makes me feel relax n comfortable.. I could reali enjoy each moments there..

Anyone wanna join me? Pls let me know.. I would wan to bring more ppl to come n learn abt this bar..

Well.. I m aware it's lady nite today but I jus cant go anywhere tonite cos I hv no strength continuing spending my daily nite hanging outside.. I'm reali shag n tired..~ Spare me tonite ladies.. Let's party this weekend.. I always rem the games "Hai Dai Hai Dai" & "5-10-15".. I love it man!! Cheers~

Not forgetting, thx to this gal who brought me there.. Shall meet up wif u there this weekend~

Countdown wif me.. one more day to go..~ ^-^

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10:45 AM

13 July, 2008

Damn it!! Cos my weekend pass it fast n quick!!~

Well.. No enough time for me to hang out happily.. Nah~
Okie!! Allow me to start my story from the Mary Chia Slimming Courses.. Lol..~
I did not sign up for this.. Dun mistaken.. I know I m slim enough..!~ **Haha**
Yes!! Mary Chia is offering free slimming courses to their regular clients who hv ever sign any facial or treatments packages wif them..

Oh ya..~ Before continuing, let me state clear of this, I'm not their regular client, but I ever sign up for a treatments course 2yrs back.. So they offer me this free courses..~

Lol..~ Went for the 1st course last fri n I realise the whole treatment isn't suits me at all.. **SAD** The whole treatment make me only feel itchy as the machine is a roller.. It rolls over my whole arms, tummy & legs.. Gosh~ Tink back, I got no fats for them to roll & it's reali itchy when the roller start activating around me.. *cryzzz* The poor staff felt pity for me cos I am going thru a 45min slimming session which cause me unbearable itchyness.. Pheww~

Aft the slimming treatment, I chiong over to meet my group of frds going towards shenton way.. Oh yea.. Looking forward enjoying the liveband again.. !00% guarantee!! U wont regret spending ur whole nite there..

Oh yea..!! Update soon... I need to rush out now.. Bye..~

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9:41 PM

30 June, 2008

Updating now..
Yes..!! Recently bought alot of new stuffs which cost a bomb..
Well..~ Get to know lots of products from Japan & Taiwan.. Addicted to their cosmetic n stuffs..*.*
Oh ya.. finally I got some time to update some pics le.. *Enjoy*

Me at Singapore Airport*
Welcome to Taiwan "Xi Men Ding"!!

It's Me~

Is it Cute?~

Bank~ (Robbery! Robbery!!)

My Favourite Dolphins~











It's Us~

Back View of me n mummy~

Let me explain y I'm broke aft Taiwan Trip.. Saw my mummy carrying our S'pore NTUC bags.. Yes!! Tat is the reason, she bring tis bag for shopping cos Taiwan dun practice giving carrier when u purchase tings n stuffs from them..

The Toilet Bowl Noodle~ It's nice!! :)

Any Idea who is Fiona? I got no idea yea..



Omg!! Y is Mummy laughing like tis? Lol..~







Mummy & Bro~

Dan Shui~





Can u spot me?~












Instead of MRT, they called it Metro~







On the way back to S'pore!!~

Tis is the token for Metro (MRT)~











Cute?~

It's my b'day Gifts~ Guess wat is it??

Yea~ My favourite "Dolphin Necklace"~



Haiz.. Enough le.. Tired of waiting..!! -_-"

Alrite.. Shall stop here.. I hv been waiting for these photo uploading.. Phew~

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8:24 PM

17 June, 2008

Yesterday receive a news that boss is going to Jarkata this thursday & fri.. Yeah!! It's another free n easy day.. Mayb can slp later? Can I report later? :) *lol*

No time to rest n hang out recently.. Busying wif my work stuff.. Wow!! got lots of things to learn n catch up.. Might not be easy for me down the road in office, perhaps? anyway, will learn as much as I can!! -_-Y

Nothing more to update.. waiting for my confirmation nex month and hopefully my increment will meet wat I expected!!

Will update soon!!~

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8:47 PM

13 June, 2008

Updating again!!~ :)

Well, I'm here to share some news..~ Finally he took the first move to date me out for movie.. Ermmm.. but is it consider as a date? hmmmm.. well, still guessing.. :)

Lol.. when i was on my way home aft i knock off, I received a sms from him asking wat time i knock off? I was quite shocked wor.. Haha.. So I replied him, I hv already knock off.. He was asking wanna catch a movie? Diao.. I was tinking he is lame lor.. :) Like tat date gals de meh? Wahaha.. :)

And so, we went to catch the KungFu Panda at lot 1.. *haha* It's a nice show!! Highly recommended not only to small kids, even myself enjoy the show too.. Laugh out of hell.. **LoL**

I reali appreciate this guy who pass me the dolphin necklace, I think the cashier staff forget to remove the price tag n I "wu yi" saw the price of that necklace is from Citigem.. which cost at SGD148.. I'm greatly appreciate this gifts.. Thx ya..

Today he suddenly appear online, I was quite shocked.. I tink it's a corrupted ba..

Will continue update.. tata!!~

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8:42 AM

12 June, 2008

Yeah.. Looking forward to tis weekend.. Well, didnt reali hv got a proper rest for this whole week.. Quite shag, tiring and feel very listless..

Landed Sg last sunday den i start work on the very nex day, thats y no time to upload the pics n photos oso.. -_-"

Well.. Get to meet up wif him last nite, again i feel a little xin fu in me.. -.- **Hee** Conversation last abt 2 hours? ya.. abt there.. :)

Everyting went smoothly, chatting happily all along, was like feels come back but no intention of asking or jumping into this topic.. It's natural.. :) I like this kind of feeling as there's reali no phobia or stress at that moments.. **haha**

Look around me then i realise there's alot of appreciation within my surrounding..

Got a dolphin necklace from someone who gv it to me as a b'day gift, received Chivas sent to my place, didnt expect la.. haiz.. Greeting deeply appreciate too.. :)

Thanks everyone.. muackzzz..

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8:54 AM

09 June, 2008

Yes!! I'm back!! :) I was enjoying in Taiwan last week.. Yeah!!~ It's fun there..
One ting for sure, I'hv put on lots of weight liao.. :'(

Go there only eat, shopping, slp and eat, shopping and slp.. hai yo.. fat liao leh..
Hahaha.. Anyway, will try to balance my diet from now on.. :)

Will upload the pic taken there asap..

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1:41 PM

03 June, 2008

Lol.. It's tuesday le wor.. Each days passes so fast.. Can u predict it's already half year gone?? It's month of june liao wor.. Haiz yo.. Time wont wait for us, only we wait for time to come.. Lol...~

Well.. Currently in the office doing nothing, only blogging comes in to my mind.. :)
Nothing much to update recently, hv already stablise in my current job, my life and my daily slping hours.. I get to slp n hv enough rest le.. :) Dun hv those dark ring eyes liao.. Hee..

Hmm.. frankly, i'm reali feeling very excited abt this taiwan trip.. I realise i'm reali capable of taking care of my family.. I have been working hard all these years n manage to get 3 air ticket for them to go taiwan this year.. Part of the reason for going there is to celebrate my 21st b'day as well as celebrating my bro 18th b'day.. Lol..~ Of cos n hopefully every year I will hv the chance to travel everywhere.. any place.. :)

Another piece of advice was given to me.. Gal, work hard and strive for the best.. Only believe in Thru Hardwork Achieve Success!!~

Alrite, thx everyone n those who sended me early greetings.. Yeah!!~

Will update soon..

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1:08 PM

01 June, 2008

Yes! Month of June le.. Hooray!~ Im counting down nw.
Already prepare everyting ready liao..

Well.. A short note to u:
If u r changing for the sake of me, I'll be glad.
But if u r changing for the sake of ur health, I'll be even glad.
Dun care wat ppl tink of it, okie? I will be staying at this angle watching u secretly.. N hopefully someday I'll hear u saying: I hv done it!

Went to JB yesterday for shopping wif cat.. Hmmm.. Well, i gain someting back.. Bought new clothing for myself.. Came back to S'pore abt 10plus..

Wait til I'm back from taiwan..

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11:59 AM

29 May, 2008

Yes! It's a thursday le.. It's oso reaching end of the month liao le.. Lol..
I'm happy because I got my pay, vacation leaves is granted!! Hooray!!~

Got a surprise from him, his msn sentence saying: Cutting Down No. Of Cigarette In Progress....

He initially told me that he got no motivation to quit but now.. Hee.. Anyway, i'm glad..

Well, currently now in office doing nothing.. Too free le.. Lol..~

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2:42 PM

27 May, 2008

Today marks the most "SWAY" day!!

he's good at twisting words instead he said me.
I know he dun hv the intention to return me my money but i got no choice to do a transfer from the account. Hello!! Not a small sum okie? 1K plus hor..

Although I choose to transfer it back but I dun tink i'm doing someting wrong. Again, I dun tink I own him any explaination.. Tink back, if I were to let him know in advance, will I be able to take back my money? I assume he will be standing at the ATM machine n wait for the remittance n quickly withdraw it out.

In the end, I still choose to let his sis n his aunt know about tis ting.. I m calling to inform them abt it cos I feel it's a kind of courtesy. Not becoz I wan to defend myself or dragging him into trouble.

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2:27 PM

23 May, 2008

Yes!! It's a weekend today!! Where m I suppose to go? Haha.. No idea?? Of cos not.. Meet up wif frds for drink.. :)

Have been tinking clamly of lots of advice given to me.. I listen to all advices.. not worries..

Recently dunno where the hell are those idiot come from?? Receive lots of invitation to whichever hotel de buffet, new launch n becoming a VIP at blah blah blah.. etc...
I'm not interested in any of the above.. -_-"

Well, work hv been quite smooth for me.. Still in the learning mood.. Glad tat boss allow me to take my time picking up the work over there.. It's not reali tough when u get do it often.. Like handling banker's guarantee, N.E.A Permits, Permit renewal and etc... Lucky boss is patient.. Whoooshhh.. Phew~ Thx God!!~

Already booked the trip to taiwan nex month le.. Yeah!! My holiday leave is granted!! Hooray~

Thx to all my frds who cares for me.. I will work harder to prove my capability..

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1:44 PM

22 May, 2008

When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind. When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply. When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how long you will be around. When a GIRL answers " I'm fine " after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine. When a GIRL stares at you ... she is wondering why you are lying. When a GIRL lays on your chest ... she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered. When a GIRL says " I love you " ... she means it. When a GIRL says " I miss you " ... no one in this world can miss you more than that. Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person .... Find a guy ... who calls you beautiful instead of hot. who calls you back when you hang up on him. who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who ... kisses your forehead. Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats. Who holds your hand in front of his friends. Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Who turns to his friends and says, " That's her!!

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8:32 PM

18 May, 2008

Still nothing true from u in the end cos u choose to hide tings n continue to be dishonest.. Nv will I tot tat such a big boy would actuali do tings to hurt his gf..

Mayb I'm too naive or mayb I'm still young, yet to explore tis world..

I dun care to explain cos I dun tink I own you.

Opps! I'm busy liao.. Update soon..

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10:29 AM

14 May, 2008

Announce to myself tat everyting ended today.. Well.. It is a fresh start for me to continue my career & life..

Didnt reali tink too much before I make any decision cos I am very sure tat I hv to end no matter wat..

Receiving lots of sms concerning me, once again.. thx all, I'll be fine..

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12:49 PM

29 April, 2008

No task was given to me, nothing need to be done so I'm free to go online.. Lol.. Tats y i start blogging..

Nw is only 3.30pm.. I still hv another hour plus to rot.. Tink of finding someting to do or check it out in the office but could not kill my time peacefully..

Dar went out to meet customer le.. Dunno is dar coming fetch me anot??
Diao!! Guess I can even slp in the office with my door locked up..

Last saturday, went to sembawang park for bbq & camping.. Erm.. Nice place but not veri convenient cos there's no mini-mart there and dear hv to drive all the way to sun plaza n get ice cube.. Lol.. Poor ting.. So he bought us some alcohol too.. spend our nite there wif my frds *ling* and her bf.. great n wonderful nite cos it's breezeful there.. not hot at all..

Aft bbq, me n *ling* went for a shower follow by the 2 fellow.. Den we gather n drink, cheers!! Wow!! Shiok.. Jus 1 glass, i tipsy le.. N so I went back to my tent n rest.. :-)
The very nex morning was a sunday, we wake up at about 9plus and again, we go for a wash up n we proceed to sun plaza for Macdonald Breakfast..
Well.. Nowhere to go but last min tot of going over to vivo city for shopping.. so we drove there and drop *ling* and her bf there too..

Tats how we end our weekend.

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3:27 PM

28 April, 2008

Phew..~ My boss fly liao n I will be all alone in the office.. Shiok man!! This aftnoon been in the office msn chatting wif dar n frds..

This week is a gd week, we only work for 4 days.. Ist May is public holiday.. Yeah!!~ My boss will only be back next week.. Hooray!!

Boss allows me to report later to office at around 10am n go off at 5pm for this week..

Will continue update asap.. gotto watch my favourite show le..
Bye..~

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8:59 PM

23 April, 2008

Admin Executive... (Assisting my Regional Manager)

Lol.. Currently in the work office blogging..

Nv did I tot of becoming a Admin Executive.. Lol.. Started on this position today..
Well.. Quite interesting.. I like tis job.. My working style is not alway in the office, sometime will hv to go out wif my boss for cheque collection or bank for sending cheques or documents to our customers.

My boss will b flying to Thailand nex monday for 1 week.. This company have got alot of beauty which I juz discovered this morning.. The leave starts from 15 days and will add 1 more day each yr.. The beauty in this is they hv got no maximum leave entitlement.. It will be a big shocked to announce this news.. My boss hv got 75 days leave to clear leh.. He hv been working wif this company for 9 yrs le yet no time to clear.. The other beauty is there is lots of flexibility here.. Once ur work is done, u can go back..

See!!!! Where to get this kind of boss?? Lol.. Anyway, I will not misuse the privillege.. He wans me to make full use of wat was given to me..

Anyway, reali thanks boss!!

Will continue to update when free.. *bye*

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3:11 PM

20 April, 2008

God!! U enlighten me.. Thanks..

Thanks god for giving me a chance to understand myself..
Thanks god for giving me a chance to know wat I wan in my life..
Thanks god for giving me so much support n guidance along the way..
Thanks god for teaching me how to shower someone wif love..
Thanks god for teaching me how to be patient..
Thanks god for teaching me how to gv in n forgive..
Thanks god for teaching me how to be independent..
Thanks god for teaching me not to be greedy..
Thanks god for teaching me how to stay calm when I face problems..
Thanks god for teaching me how to control my temper..
Thanks god for forgiving me in all way I have commit in the past..
Thanks god for giving me another path to walk ahead..
Thanks god for staying beside me n take care of me..

Thanks for everyting.. *cryzz*
Dun worry is wat I was told..
How long can I deceive myself??
How long can u hide it from me?
How long do U exactly wan me to wait?
How much time can U waste?
How much confident n trust can u gv me?

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9:51 PM

18 April, 2008

Bingo!! Currently at my course centre attending classes.. Lol.. Weekend le and today is the last module of my lesson.. Hooray!!

Well.. My weekend planner have not get anyting plan yet.. Lousy rite!! Hahaha..

I'm not totally recovered yet.. Stomach is still painful, no appetite eat, feeling tired recently.. OMG!! Wat the hell happen to me? I'm reali sick, i guess..

Recently got some of ur info, u told me u were doing fine.. I'm great to hear tat..
Anyway, will be continuing blogging later on..

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12:36 PM

17 April, 2008

Above mentioned date hv got to come down to Republic plaza located at Raffles Place. *Sigh*
Anyway, nw in the office blogging.. Diao (-_-)" Lol..

Dun misunderstand cos I hv not started working.. I'm currently attending courses for 4 days.. Hee..~
This is a very interesting course, the company will provide me a pc and a mini-fridge..

Mini-Fridge contain:

- Kit-Kat, Milk bars
- M&M Chocolate
- Beers (Tiger, Calsberg and etc...)
- Mineral water
- Cold can drinks (Green Tea, Coke, Pepsi and etc... alot alot)
- Sweets
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lol... How blessful m I to have such a place to attend a 4 days course..
Well.. this course went smooth.. Today is only thursday.. Still got another day to go.. Phew~~

Feeling unwell today.. stomach pain for whole last nite.. dunno wats going on wif me.. Mayb gotto go for a check up.. lol.. Going to report the worms inside my stomach r bitting me..

Thing isnt smooth for me this few weeks.. cos I have been running everywhere.. lol..
No motivation to work.. only feel like going to walk walk n hang around shopping..

Dar is coming to pick me tonite.. lol.. ERP charges expensive.. all the way from Alexandra come to Raffles Place..
Phew~ Thanks god!!

I'm going for a break nw.. Will update asap..~

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2:04 PM

16 April, 2008

Look how shag is he...

He's shag!!

Will not reveal who is he.. Hee..

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2:12 PM

10 April, 2008

Yesterday went to sub-court with dar in the morning.. Luckily everyting was fine.. This case finally close.. Well.. Idiot got another pending case.. Oso dunno when will IO call.

This few days hv been at home doing my stuff.. I hv finish packing my wardrobe.. dispose some of my cloth..

Still tink of continue resting for another few days.. Reali very shiok slping til 11am everyday..
He was asking me continue to b "tai tai".. lol..~ I cant afford to be staying at home everyday while all my frds r working.. No one hv time to acc me shopping anyway..

Will be going for a interview this evening at Jurong east.. Wish me all the best!!~

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12:31 PM

07 April, 2008

Been enjoying "TAI TAI" life for 1 week le.. Haha..
Sunday juz went to mandai to pray and offer incense paper to dad..
Well, I have my weekend wonderfully!! "o"
Drive mummy n bro along to Johor around 3plus aft praying..
Proceed to Holiday plaza first den to Jusco for shopping..

Aft shopping, we plan to have seafood for our dinner so...

We ordered:
- Black pepper crab (2 pieces)
- cereal prawn
- begger chicken (popular at malaysia)
- Small squids
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Shiok.. The foods there reali gd.. So sorry tat I didnt tke any pic of those foods cos I was too excited le..
When i saw the crabs serving to our table, I was so happy tat I insist dear to crack the shell for me.. hee!!
The cereal prawn n the begger chicken is nice.. The begger chicken (qi gai ji) is herbal form de.. It reali smell gd..
Marvellous!!

Aft dinner is about 9plus le n I was reali full le.. I could not continue shopping so den we proceed back to local.. Well, traffice n custom dun reali jam.. Partly is becos u gotto do thumb scan before u leave custom.. Haiz.. All becos of that "Mas selamat"!!

Anyway, my weekend finally over le.. Hope everyting will be fine..

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11:32 AM

28 March, 2008

Nw is time 6.28pm & I'm still in the office.. I have got to stay for ovetime cos dar's boss wants to conduct a short sales meeting for their team. Anyway, it's a last minutes call back..

Phew!! Finally weekend le.. So happy yet got a kind of dwell feeling.. Finally my boss accepted my resignation letter. I know it's foolish to leave this company but I reali cannot tolerate anymore. That's wat i m.. My patient is always so limited.. :-)

But aft all, I did commit myself to my job, at least during working 1 year ++ in this company, i learn lots of tings.. Reali thanks to this company for giving me this great opportunity to learn and work with them.. I'm reali happy with the jobs which was offered to me by RohMax.

Thanks my boss, Eric for appreciating wat I have done all the while.. :-) He's reali a gd boss!! *salute* !!

Anyway, I do not have the intention to work at the moment, juz wish to rest for another half year before stablise my career.

Dar still in the meeting, dunno what time can I go off actuali.. Arghhh..

Weekend de planning is interesting, we are driving in to Johor..

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6:27 PM

22 March, 2008

Last saturday was his b'day, I did celebrated wif him.. Due to my tight schedule, jus come back from thailand on thursday and I have no time to get a nice gift for dar. Only manage to get a tie, a watch and a pen as a gift. I decided to get a ferry ticket for both of us to Indonesia for a short trip..

Well, enjoy period is over.. Time to say wats on my mind.. I'm disapppointed..

Yesterday is a gd fri (P.H), he came over to my place early in the morning while i was still slping.. So sweet when i saw him the moment I wake up cos he was sitting beside my bed.. Xin fu rite?

But later on, I flip thru his wallet n i saw someting.. To be frank, I'm partly disappointed in myself.. I cant do anyting to help him anymore.

U have been asking me, how come my frds know so much abt my tings but not u..

I could ans u nw, cos u r not someone who i can trust, u r someone who cant handle ur tings properly, wat for I tell u so much? U cant help much in all ways. It's useless telling u so much..

How i wish i can share my problems wif u but too bad, I dun hv the kind of urge to share my tings/ problems wif u..

I dun wish or hope he hv the chance to read my blog cos i know it's going to be disappointed for him. His wish is to know wat i'm tinking, wats on my mind.

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11:16 AM

25 February, 2008

Again we quarrel..
- My trip to thailand on Mar
- your coming b'day
- Us
- weekend planning
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Still alot alot..

I dunno how shd I solve all this problem.. To me is like it's nv ending.. WTH!!
When comes to conclusion, u will nv agree on it.

I have told you tat I will take care of myself when I'm there, I will not go for night entertainment or drink n get drunk.

I know u're worry tat y I have been assuring n give u promises tat I will take care of myself.
U promised me you are going to take back ur psp and load back the games tat I wan for me to bring over thai n play, have you take it back?


Ur coming b'day
Ya.. I'm aware ur b'day is coming.

Our Anniversary
Planning for weekend is simple, I wan BBQ this weekend..

Monday is a new day for you.. :-) Jia you!

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2:16 PM

17 January, 2008

Again.. I'm slacking at work!! Not much to do other den blogging..

Hmmm.. Time is passing quite slow today.. I'm yawning all the way.. Tinking of stopping work for the time being but can I? Can I juz take a break for half a year before I stablise my job.. So headache..~

Dar addicted staying at my place liao.. He wake up so early n he insist to send me work. Alrite.. One sad news!! Becos of him, I'm late to office.. It's not juz a few minute late.. Today is damn horrible.. I suppose to start work at 8.30 n end up I come in office at 9am.. Hmmm.. Anyway, late oso late liao so I decide to go for my breakfast aft coming up to office n place my bag in my drawer..

And so.. Dar wait for me at the opposite roadside and we went for our breakfast at Atrium til 9.30 den I come in office.. OMG!!~ How daring m I nowadays?? Rite?? Lol..~

Well.. No mood to work at all.. I'm not feeling well again.. I'm feeling weak n strengthless.. I'm having my monthly visit nw..

Cant even slp well tis few nites, my body seems signal me someting.. Telling me I'm going to run high fever soon.. Shit! New year coming n i'm falling sick again.. Oso dunno wat m I suppose to do nw..

Recently, minor problems could cause me throwing temper n make me reali have to shout out at them at the top of my voice..

Will update..

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3:29 PM

11 January, 2008

Company organize an event at Chevron today. Lol!!~ So all of us are working half day today. =)

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10:06 AM

09 January, 2008

New year begins~ A fresh year 2008 le, it's a year of rat..!!~ Boo!! Make sure tis year brings my luck n happiness~

It's been quite long I touch on my blogger.. I'm juz too busy.. Haha~ Busy?? Ya.. I'm busy slping.. Reali very tired aft the continuesly celebration for X'mas follow by New year eve..

Fingers r getting itchy.. Tot of updating liao le.. Haha..~ Well, I'm currently in the office waiting for my boss to come in office..~ My boss is so busy til he got no time for me.. I juz need his an hour to discuss my recent performance n my tis year schedule. -_-" But he juz cant spare even a second for me.. How sad!!~

I realise actuali i'm blessed!!~ Firstly, I'm already content that I could stable down my work n I'm the staff here for nearly 1 year le.. Next coming de Feb will be 1 year.. How fast can it be? It's juz a blink..~ Anyway, I'm satisfied. :-)

Secondly, I have a bf who dotes on me lots..~ I'm reali glad tat he once enter into my life n bring me happiness..
But!!..When..
Dear told me our anniversary is coming!~ He seems excited.. I dun wan him to feel stress when he is wif me..

I dunno shd I sit down n tell him wat exactly m I pursuading for? Wat kind of life I wan?

Anyway, I trust he wont disappoint me.. :-)

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11:53 AM

24 December, 2007

Merry X'mas!! Yeah!! Reaching the end of the year 2007 le.

Well, some error in my previous post.. I said I suppose to go back office today for half a day but in the end.. no, thx to my boss giving me a day to rest!!

Hmm.. well.. today is x'mas eve, and dear is working so hv to wait for dar to knock off from work den come fetch me & will be heading to Movida for celebration.. Hooray!!~ Let's hope time wont pass so fast..~

Ling, thx for ur sms. U shall b enjoying tonite oso..~ Make sure u get urself drunk before x'mas bell rings.. Enjoy wor~ Muack!!

Hmmm.. How sad? Dar is working & leaving me all alone all the way rotting at home..
Glad tat dar manage to stay overnight at my place & acc me on friday nite..

To be continue..

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8:04 PM

17 December, 2007

Haha!!~ I'm back blogging.. Haiz.. Nothing much to update.. Juz a simple entry for today..
Well.. I'm still fine recently.. Frds who concern abt me, I muz reali say a big Thank You to u all~ no worries much abt my job/ work cos all those idiotic ppl in my office have learn how to keep their mouth shut.. Haha~

Back to the gathering which Aloy organise..OMG!! I'm sorry tat i didnt join u guys.. I nearly kenna scold by ur sweetheart (sharon) haha..I'm so sad tat I could not join u guys!! I have someting on tat day.. Heard Ling says everybody reali enjoy wor..

hmmm.. Nex will be some of my personal life recently..
Ya.. u guys r right, I'm in love!! =)

All the best to you guys n wish you all Merry X'mas in advance..~
Take care wor!! Will update more asap!!

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2:55 PM

02 December, 2007

Today is a veri unlucky day.. Can I say that?? Hmm.. It suppose to be my weekend but haha..
U gals may asked: Jeslyn, wat happen??
I will respond: I met 2 idiots.

Today early in the morning around 8 sharp was happily meeting my frd going down to Sheraton Hotel for our appointment over there. We planned aft we settle our appointment, we could go shopping & lunch together. Hmmm.. Pls dun question me, wat m I doing at Sheraton Hotel? Hohoho.. Juz take it as today I'm there doing an audition lo.. For the sake of my job lo.. Hmm.. At least I have an explaination. Dun tink anyhow kkz..

2nd question to me is who are the 2 idiots? Lol!!~ I, myself oso find it funny when I start calling them idiots.. I shd say they are someone who is so noble in front of ladies/ gals.. They are so generous.. Let me share wif u wat type of meals did I enjoy today..

My lunch @ SukiSushi, total bill: $120++ (wow!! 4 persons eat nia leh, very ex hor!!)
Drinks @ Hong Kong Cafe: $10++

Haha.. okie.. These 2 idiots are from Sheraton Hotel oso.. Haha!! One is Ken, 23 yr old.. Another one is Jason, 25 yr old..

It can tell tat the impression of them is totally gone case.. They make themselve look like a dog.. Dogs love to follow whenever their owner goes.. These two idiots follow us from Sheraton Hotel to lunch til movie til tim sum til we shopping.. Wa.. I feel like I kenna prossess sia.. Almost went bonkers.. They are damn irritating and annoying.. Jus like the houseflies flying around us, nv ever hv the chance to get rid of them.. Phew~~~

Kns!! These 2 idiots reali make me angry for the whole day.. Didnt have a enjoyable weekend nvm.. somemore make me feel so unhappy for the whole day.. Even until nw, I reali feel like giving them a punch on their face.. Den use a knife to slides their face and tell them stop being so thick face.. Puke!!

Arghh.. Anyway, today lin bei not happy at all.. :(

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1:46 AM

20 November, 2007

Back blogging!! Haha.. Few points to blog today.. (Sound like teacher??) :)

- Nikole's 1 year old b'day

- Next sat's bbq (24th Nov)

- Working Stuff

- Me & You

Okie, let's start wif my very first point of all..

Nikole's b'day; haha.. Her mum is pretty excited with the upcoming celebration for her daughter's bday.. The moment I receive her sms abt the party she will b organising, I was quite disappointed. I afraid I couldnt make it tat day. Oh.. If were to count me out on tat day den most probably, u gonna kill me.. Well.. Here's the respond: I'll be attending Nikole's b'day party!! :) Yeah!!

Nex, there's an event going on nex sat, It's Aloy ORD celebration.. Congrats!! Well, can confirm tat I will be joining u guys.

Whenever I start to touch on this topic "My work stuff", somehow was feeling so stressed!! I afraid I would not be able to cope & overcome this kind of stress. I knew this is suppose to be a very challenging job for me as I will get to learn lots of things. But I m a human being, not a machine. Who cares whether u r a human-being or machine? So long as u can finish my work on time, den u r consider as a good & hard-working staff.. Nah!! I hate doing task tat was given at the very last minute. I hate rushing & forcing!! Forcing & rushing me to complete ur work on time will only help to mess up ur stuff.. By the time problem comes, I will not gv a damn on it. Cos when the work is nicely done on time, all the credit doesnt comes to me, all will rebounce back to u.. But when tings is messed up, wat u do is u will only know how to point fingers at me. Wat's the use?? I have already said it out clearly, I dun like last minutes job. From the beginning, u shd let me know u r touching on this stuff & at least allow me to understand wat's going on. So at least when u hv someting corp up last min, I might be able to help, but again n again u didnt inform me. It's okie if u dun tell me, but pls, if u reali have the need to pass me the last min task, at least u pass me all the message in fully detail. Not juz a simple msg like: Jes, please help to follow up on tis. Hey, u idiot, who shd I follow up with?? Who shd I approach?? U tink I born from Intelligence world ar? Ghost know wat u r tinking & talking abt..!!

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3:46 PM

18 November, 2007

Currently at home training maple.. It's Mid-nite 2.15am right nw.. Having some problems tat keep bothering me..

Yes~ My r/s ended officially..

I voice out seperation wif him today.

NB!! He say he used to b so flexible wif me til I dun hv my own limit.. WTF!! Wat hv I done tis time? He angry becoz tat guy sms me.. I told him is frd le.. N now he try to stop me going out wif frds for shopping oso, even I go out wif my mum oso cannot. WAT IS TIS?

Alrite.. Dun come n look for me anymore. Since I hv made up my mind.
Its not pity leaving u, yet I shd say this r/s is a gd experience for us. I hv learn to give n take, we go thru lots of challenging obstacles, n we overcome it for years, u see? From a clumsy, stubborn, ignorrant, impatient, hot-tempered, rude n sacastic me turns into someone who can b more careful, patient, abit more understanding & independent.. Slightness of changes mean alot to my family cos I m too used having freedom, to do watever I like at home, but now, I changed.. tats the true relationship between us. We learn as we grow! I still wish u all the best n thanks for wat u had taught me. Appreciate the past showering of ur love, care, concern n guides, not to forget ur support to me.. YES! I m blessed~

This blog may be meaningless to u but to me, this whole page hold a big amount of rich content. I note it down so someday when I run into tis page agaiN, I will know how much hv I actuali gone thru.

~ENDED~

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1:53 AM

15 November, 2007

Haiz.. Have not been blogging all this while.. Hv no idea wat to blog!! Everyday been happening so much things til I'm almost out of mind.

Lastest news to announce, Sharon & Aloysius is officially married!! Attended their wedding ceremony/ dinner..Yes! We'hv been invited.. Its reali a wonderful one.. *Pinch & Giving myself a gentle slap** "Congratulation!! My dear frd.."

Went to sharon's wedding dinner last nite with dar, Envy her lor...
Stupid dar come back home told me someting..

Dar: Bi, we together for so long le leh... *he smile*
Bi: y?
Dar: I hv got a stable income, den we can go ROM den like sharon le lor...
Bi: Wat? ROM?? I dun wan.. We stable awhile longer ba..
Dar: Sharon & Aloysius together for almost 3 yrs den they married liao..
Bi: Cos Aloysius know how to tink liao ma... Den?
Dar: I dunno how to tink meh. I jus wan to gv u gd life now..
Bi: Now giving me liao ma..
Dar: But now, I wan u to become my wife.. Tmr I go ur place discuss wif ur mum?
Bi: Siao... better not.. wait awhile more la, I now how old only..
Dar: Nex yr ok? I save money n workhard for it..
Bi: *smile* feel blessed!! Ok...

When I see how anxious of him wanting to marry me, I was reali blessed! He reali got the urge to tell my mum but I still decide to wait for another 2 yrs..
Seeing how he treat me from beginning til now, he is reali a gd guy.. He can b a gd husband in future.. No joke!! I grab him for sure!

Alrite!! Back to work.. Hmmm.. Tis few weeks, my life in office still okie.. No big problem, No complains, No rumors.. Seems quite peaceful..

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10:13 PM

08 November, 2007

Stupids poems will never cheer up my day.. All are rubbish..

I knew that someday I'd lose you,

but my love for you is still deep and true.

I knew one day you'd find another,

I'll always miss your sense of humor.

In my heart you're always there,

sometimes I feel running down my cheek, a tear.

That tear is for you, you know I'll always miss you.

You gave me wings to make me fly,

so we could soar high in the sky.

I lost those wings the day I lost you,

but you know I'll always love you, and never forget you.

When I tell you I love you.. It comes right from the heart

When I tell you I love you.. I hope we never part

When I tell you I love you.. There are no bounderies

When I tell you I love you... It is a bond deeper than words

When I tell you I love you... It's a gift from my soul

When I tell you I love you... I hope you do... too

When I tell you I love you... I get a chill

When I tell you I love you... It means that I do

When I tell you I love you... I hold you tightly

When I tell you I love you... It is forever more

When I tell you I love you... It is for eternitity

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4:18 PM

29 October, 2007

Ya!! Tat's the reason tat make me rot in the office.. I gonna to hv lots of free time sitting in front of my pc blogging all the way till 5.30pm.. Well.. Trip is cancelled due to the filght delayed.. Abit weird when I heard my flight was delayed den end up cancelled... Hmm... Anyway, my trip is cancelled le..

Doom!! I'm going to be very boring this whole day.. I reali hv nothing to do!! *Arghhh,,, I wan to go back home n rest..*

Hump!! This morning when I come in office, got one stupid gal acting so innocent ask me: Eh.. U not going to china??
I said: Cancelled liao.. Not going!! Well.. I dunno how is she feeling rite aft I replied her tis way.. But I juz simply dun "chap"..

Nex, got one "ah gua" speak quite loudy n say someting abt "SQ ticket veri expensive, 没得去。。" **Slap u hardly*

Hey, u stupid ah gua.. Dun make me TL!! It's none of ur business whether will I be going china.. So better stop being k-po!! I wont gv u face if u continue.. I dun hv to explain to everyone y is my trip cancel.. Stupid 死太监 (Si tai jian), there's a limit within me.. Please mind ur words..

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10:00 AM

22 October, 2007

Recently, everyting isnt as smooth as last time. Finding possible solution to solve it.. No!! I waste all my effort. It's not solved!!

I try to figure out y is this always happening til I realise & recall this sentence.. "So long as there is trust between us. Definitely, It will last." Too bad it wasnt true at all.. Dun tink naively, tink maturely.

Ah dar is in new company now & he is picking up fast in his work, problem is we no longer knock off work together le.. He could only fetch me work, but not go out for lunch liao..

At times, he could not rush to my company n fetch me home..
Recently quarreling wif dar again.. It's a veri bad quarrel tis time cos I need to travel n work.. He forbid me n veri unhappy wif my current work.. Lucky I manage to turn down those trips again n again but tis time Frankfurt trip is a must to go.

Dar is veri unhappy now, he told me off n call my mum to complain.. NB!! I told him tat we hv been together for so long,y he cant trust me? I had a hard time trying to convince him but I told myself, I love tis job.. I hv to go for it no matter wat..

Aft work, he come over my place til wed morn he wake me up n went for breakfast. He suggested to get some travel cleansing n lotion pack stuff for me.. We proceed to the car n place all tings we hv bought inside the car boots n we continue our lunch, movies den shopping... N finally, he bring me to a nice place at Tanjong Rhu, it is a place to relax, to enjoy the sea breeze.. COSY BAY! Dar order blue oceans for me and some snacks.. :)

:( He told me weekend suppose is our own time de yet got to travel for work.. *I hate it too ar!* but no choice, I love tis job..
He ask for my initernary n promise tat he will come airport fetch me once I land s'pore..

Proceed back his place abt 1am.. Slp slp slp!!~

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2:59 PM

13 October, 2007

Im back blogging cos I'm sad over somebody.. I'm suffocating!! I cant take it.. I'm weak.. No strength to go for my part-time interview, No strength to do anyting nw..!! My r/s with my boy could game over juz like tis at anytime..

"我好想你.. 你知道吗?? 可是我又能拿什么来爱你... Im Juz Nothing..."

Once u told me, u trust me..
U oso said, no matter wat happen, I gotto stay strong..
I rem hard of wat u told me & I will stay strong!!

Nobody would be able to sense how blissful I m when he was by my side chatting with me, telling me lots of his stories, sharing his happy moments wif me.. No matter wat, let fate to decide.

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1:45 PM

26 September, 2007

Today's work isnt tat smooth at all.. Heard lots of unwanted comments and facing lots of faces.. Pui!!! Thou, it's juz another stupid problem bothering me but it will affect lin bei de work performance, okay?? Can?? Arghh..

I been asking myself afew ques:

• Am I working in the right company?? (I was comparing other company I used to work before)
• Am I choosing the right path?? (Means to continue with this company??)
• Is this the kind of job I'm looking for??
• Is this the place where I could learn more things??

And.. M I worth working in this company with jus this amount of pay?? Haha.. (Sound machiam my pay no different with those blangadesh..)

Today another colleague trying to console me, he saw me looking damn sad.. Well, he was trying to cheer me up but somehow he was afraid I might scold him if he talk to me at tat moment.. But he still got the courage n ask me: Jeslyn, wats wrong with u recently?? U look so unhappy, had a tiff wif bf ar?? I was like: Huh?? No la.. (All the way smiling at him liao..) Den he continue: If there's any problem, can share wif me, I might not able to help out but at least u wont be feelin so down aft saying.. So I start wif my lastest case (HR de case), haiz.. I told him wat iszit all abt.. But he wasnt feeling shock at all.. I was somehow feelin so sad at tat moment n while he was advising me, I start tearing.. (omg!! Y m i crying again??) I juz cant control.. tats all.. Tis colleague of mine reali spent almost half an hour to calm me down.. I was feeling so bad n I knew I was out of control.. Wat comes to my mind is tat few ques again.. Haiz.. Sometimes I find myself hopeless.. Cant stand up and speak for myself.. Always cry silently n carrys a veri FAKE smile to my colleagues whenever I go back to my workstation. Frds, if u lunch in everyday eating cup noodles, iszit veri ke lian? Is not tat I m trying to act pity or watever shit..!! Juz imagine I go out for lunch with colleagues, they drive out.. (I'm going out with those HR n head managements..) n I'm juz late for 5-10 mins back & there r ppl starting to comment on u.. R u feeling shiok or good?? Although it's juz a 5-10mins, but to them.. it's a topic tat they r veri concern~ Dun ask me how come this kind of small problem oso bother me.. Let me explain n tell u the reason y.. Y m I angry..?? Cos this 5-10mins late cause me lots of problem.. 1st, ppl will complain to my senior n tell her: Jeslyn is not punctual, she came back late from lunch.. Den from there, she will ask me to go meeting liao.. The conversation between us is the same topic..

Her: Y m I coming late from lunch??

Me: huh?? Late?? It's jus a 5-10mins late.. Traffic jam, Can??

Do u know how she respond me??

Her: It's not a good reason for being late even though u're wif those head management.. (Guai lan rite??)

Den I explain: It's not tat I went out wif them den I purposely come back late de.. It's reali traffic jam.

Her: Occasionally come back abit late, it's okie.. Not everyday.. (Wa biang, I where got everytime?? Talk wat cock wif me??)

Well... I dun go out wif them so often, Y say until like I was late everytime?? I kenna bomb!! Tats y I dun lunch out nowadays, I rather lunch in, eating instant noodle in order to keep their mouth shut. See wat kind of torture am I going thru nw?? Understand the whole story of it.. I need a path to get out of this compound. I'm suffocating, help me!!

Well.. Yesterday is mooncake festival.. Glad tat I hv a good boss.. He bought me a box of mooncake.. I guess I went off early yesterday tats y he dun hv the chance to gv it to me personally.. But when I reach office this morning, I was surprised.. He left a box of mooncake on my desk, I was reali touched.. He left a note for me: Dear Jeslyn, Happy Moon Festival Day!! (Sorry I didn't find you earlier for this) Cheers, Eric.. Reali appreciate boss!! **Smilezz**

Wat I can confirm is so far, Eric is satisfy wif my performance.. Although he is always flying, but he hv alot of trust in me, I reali want to say a big THANK YOU to Eric(boss) for giving me so much confident & trust.. I will work harder..!! (Promised!!)

Alrite.. Will continue update..

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8:16 PM

23 September, 2007

Phew.. Weekend is over.. I'm happy.. I'm not tinking much liao le.. (Sound like i'm forcing myself to be happy??) Lol..!! No la.. Tmr is Monday liao n of cos I will be going reporting to work.. Haha.. Tmr will be a new start for me.. a brand new day is arriving.. I'll cherish..!! *Smilez alway n everyting is gonna be fine..!!*

I hv nothing much to share tat the moment.. Haha.. Juz feeling abit bored so I come in here to blog nonsense.. Haha.. Okie la.. Shall end here..

Will continue update..!!!

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9:36 PM

22 September, 2007

Each days past fast, Im glad tat Im still alive.. I am happy wat I m nw.. I do hv high expectation in myself but of cos sometimes I juz simply dun care.. I juz dun like to stress up myself neither too busy for myself.. So long as I'm leading a simple & happy life, I'm content!!

Recently I juz making some plans for myself.. Yea..!! N I was tinking to enrol driving..
It sounds funny rite?? 2 years ago, I was making noise tat I dun wan to learn driving cos it is very troublesome somemore it cost alot.. But nw, I "kai qiao" liao?? Juz hv a kind of feeling (rush feeling) to enrol for it.. tats all..!!

When my dad is around, he strongly disagree me to learn.. wat comes to his mind is if I got license, I will drive out n play all day, I will not "guai guai de" stay at home n of cos he is worried for my safety.. But nw, I grown up n he is not around le.. If I were to enrol, will he be upset tat I didnt take his words at all?? Well, of cos I dun mind if I dun hv a license but it's jus tat I was discussing this topic wif my mum and she agree to let me learn.. She says tat she is going to pay for my learning fees.. u c.. how great mum can be.. she used to be very strict wif me last time but nw she is like "bo chap" liao.. But I know she cares alot for me, very sayang me n dotes on me.. Although nw she dun reali concern wat I'm doing outside, but it doesnt mean she dun care.. She is jus more "fang xin"..!!
I'm a grown up gal nw & I hv started working liao. I ever promise her tat I wont make her worry for me aft my dad pass away.. I did make lots of promise to her.. N I will be fulfilling her wish nex year.. She wants to travel every year and I will make sure I will do it..
I hv alreadi make this decision, I will continue wif my planning & will grant her wish ASAP..

Sometime I juz behave like one, but of cos I m very clear of wat is my life like.. Wat I can say is I feel bless, No matter wat, my dad is still alive in my heart..

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1:38 PM

18 September, 2007

Still rem abt the trip to Guilin on tis coming Oct.. I jus received my flight schedule tis aftnoon & I was quite disappointed.
Sad to say tat my flight is on Sunday.. (-_-)"..will be taking aftnoon flight..
How come recently it seems like I got no weekend??? Arg..

Well.. my work went smooth today.. Not much happening..!! Will continue update if there is any happenings..

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8:16 PM

15 September, 2007

Oh ya.. Some ppl may dislike wat I posted up here..
If you don't agree, then argue with me. If you don't like, then tell me. But don't keep silent and judge me. NONE is best for me. If not happy with me, Hate me or watever SHIT.. Den refer to Top right there's a red box with a " X ", PRESS IT ! Buzz OFF from my blog..

To friends who r reading my blog.. Pls dun be offended the above sentence cos It's not meant for u.. Its juz in case when those ppl who dislike my content accidentally enter to this URL den at least they know wat to do if they r unhappy with wat I hv written in my blog.. :x

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11:46 AM

12 September, 2007

Well.. Have some planning for next month..

(1) Planning to go Kusu Island organise by Community Club.. The invitation letter was sent to my hse letterbox.. I oso dunno y Me n My family kenna invited.. So we decide to go..!! (*o*) Free de leh.. Dun go so wasted.. ^-^

(2) Oso planning to clear away all my leave n go for short holiday... But I cant stay wif my planning liao cos company is sending me to china (Guilin)..!! Need to attend meeting as well as help them "kio sai"... Will be going in a group with my boss & managers.. (-.-)

All my "xi wang" no more liao..

Oh ya.. I dun need to go Germany liao.. I dun hv to learn customer service le.. Thx to Eric (Boss) cos he helped me alot.. Actuali I was hired to do multi -task de but now no need lo.. Luckily he help to reduce my stress..

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8:01 PM

11 September, 2007

*Mummy & Me*

...Again Mummy & Me!!

Above 2 pics taken when we alight at Johor for 20 mins break..!!!~
And finally, we reach our hotel..

This is our HoTel..!!

Aft we check in, we try to settle down as soon as possible n get ready to go out again..

This was taken in the lift..

& this was taken at the lobby..

Is it nice?? Oso taken at Lobby..

Now I will bring u to the Outdoor Theme Park..

We are on our way back..!!

Can u see me??

Well.. Most of them knows wat is my favourite animal rite?? It is.....

.:Dolphins:.

Yeah!!

Thx to my bro!!

*me*

Lol..!! Guess wat are we doing?? We are molesting tis statue backside..~

Wish Dad was with us at that moment..

Real?? No la.. Fake de la..!!

During evening time.. This tree lights up!! Nice..!!!

Imagine.. It's so windy n cloudy!! So cold..

Y is he up there?

This is the previous president.. New replacement yet to come..!!

This is the new president.. Congratulation!!
Hooray!! Go ready to set off to KL..

As for KL, we hv choosen Ancasa Hotel..

KL's view not reali nice.. (-_-)" Shall stop here!

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9:26 AM

01 September, 2007

I recieved a msg from her almost 12 midnite.. SayiNg:

Hi Ah Girl, I have someting to tell you,
when u free le, pls call me at <<91870236>>!

Although I dunno wat the hell is tat person trying to say but I know the background was reali farkiNg scary..!! & so I start to forward tis SMS to my frds & get them to translate wat's tat idiot trying to say.. & Arghhhhh..

Interesting rite?? you try call & u'll know.. =)

Jus nw went Westmall & watch "881" with Hong Wei.. U will enjoy the show.. seriOuS..!

Well.. Wat I can say is try not to talk less in the office.. Less words less trouble.. (少话少事).

Will continue update.. **angry**

12:18 AM

29 August, 2007

I just read thru Mel's blog..=)
First of all...

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9:12 AM

25 August, 2007

see!! Only this few plates nia!~

Well..~ We didnt reali eat much, we're busying chatting away til Mel sms me meet at westmall at 930.. OMG..~ I was still at Woodland that moment.. I knew I'm going to be late. Diao..! Luckily I'm not the last one.. Lol.. We went to Club Sha Sha (Near Century Mall)..quite nice place.. Lot of things happen tat nite.. Juz hope everyting will b fine! Mel.. Keep smiling always.

Been drinking til almost 2am den we proceed back home..

Damn it!!
I received his msg at around 12plus. Nothing much in the msg, It's juz a casual msg saying:

" I guess u are outside enjoying urself. Please take care of urself & try to go back early & take a good rest. I'm no longer by ur side anymore. Miss u..!! ILU, sorry."

The word ILU, sorry means I Love You, sorry..

Y cant he jus left me silently??

=Wei=, I hate you.. I dun wan to hv this kind of feeling..!! Get out of my life!! Arghhh..!!!!!

Luckily I have u, U & U by my side n send me back safely.. Thx!

1:35 PM

23 August, 2007

Damn it! Lots of problem @ work..
There r time when I tink of give it up everyting.. Perhap my mind not ready to stable down..

U tot I dare not make such a decision & u're wrong..

Each time Im angry, Im reali unhappy. Thou I gv u a smile.
When I smile silently, i'm juz tinking u dun understand me at all..
Once i told u b4, dun make me finalise my decision cos I wont turn back..

I didnt try to compare myself wif others but the fact is y other ppl bf know how to tink n cant u do it?

Frankly, I'm afraid of entering into new r/s, I afraid if one day, I leave u & found someone bad..
I dun wan to end up having a bad one in return.
Im no longer a young gal.. Isnt I shd start planning for my future?

All this tings reali affecting my work.. One ting I know is my performance is ready for grades..

Hope will not affect my bonus..!!
.:Cheers!!:.

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7:02 PM

19 August, 2007

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7:31 PM

18 August, 2007

Nicole (8 mths+) & her mummy :-)

Nicole is eating her porridge while enjoy seeing me eating my Ham & Sausage Baked Rice!!

Finish her porridge le.. *Smilez*

Nikole is well-behave.. She allow me to carry her.. :p *cute*

Hmmm.. How abt me?? When can I start to hv a family for myself? When can I start having kids?? Arghhh.. I'm abit sort plug nw.. Im crazy over cute babies.. although it is hard to look aft babies.. Lol..!!

My relationship have always been so unstable.. Although ah dar & me already been together for yrs, so waT? I still cant feel any security from him.
Jus need him to stop slacking at home & work, y muz he stick at his dad's office?
Y cant he come out to society n work?


C how true those sentence can be.. It applys to me.. *Sad*

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9:15 PM

17 August, 2007

Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha..!!! I'm so surprise..

So happy!!! Still rem this ?

"I Waiting For You... Miss You So Much.. When Can I Ever See You Again..."

If u hv read my previous post.. U will come across this sentence..
He wasnt referring to a gal or anybody..
Actuali wad he was referring to is HIS PINK IC.. =)

Well.. finally I'm relief!! (*-*)

Will continue update later once I'm done with my ting..

6:58 PM

16 August, 2007

7:16 PM

14 August, 2007

Well.. My work went smooth today.. But feeling tired, feel like applying for leave but *sadzz* cos not enough.. (Shit!!)

Cold wars since last week..
He ask me to apply 2 days leave to acc him n I ans him this w/o tinking..

He: darling, take 2 days leave to acc me for thurs n fri? U going to Genting nex week n I would not able to see u tat week..

Me: juz go afew days only.. dun wan la..

He: two days only..

Me: I dun have enough leave liao..

He: den take 1 day lo..

Me: No la..

He: Haiz.. okie.. shui bian ni la.. Bye!

Den we hung up le.. (Haiz ya.. Dun give a damn!! Bleah)

Already finalise my trip to Genting next month.. Luckily my vacation trip application approved.. It's time I shd take a break & enjoy le.. :-)

Oh ya.. Good new!!! My boss have been discharged.. His recovery is speedy..
He is kind enough to sent us a e-mail to thx us visiting him in the hospital.. He was touched by us..

Dear all,

Now that I am back home, I just wanted to thank you all again very much for having stopped by to visit me at the hospital, and for your kind gifts. You are the best Team one can have, and I was deeply touched. Besides, nothing beats an all-fresh-fruits diet to get back in shape in no time! ;-)) See you soon.

Best regards,

Dr. Eric Fillod
Regional Manager, Asia-Pacific

Will continue update.. *-*

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7:52 PM

Haiz.. Be extrA careful..~

Stop here.. Will update again.. Cheers..

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7:20 PM

13 August, 2007

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7:37 PM

10 August, 2007

Currently in office blogging.. *YAWN*
Juz called ah dar and he's busy wif work.. =(
Office was reali quiet.. Regret not taking leave today..

Hopefully ah dar will reach office early n bring me out.. Will b collecting our album from photoshop aft I knock off.. *smile*

Juz learn of this news.. My boss (Eric) is hospitalised..
He will be on 2 weeks MC..
I have no idea wat happen to him but he is going for surgery
this aftnoon.. Guess he is in pain nw.. God bless~

Juz hope he will recover soon.. :-)

Time passes fast today.. Is he on his way to pick me up..??

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12:06 PM

09 August, 2007

Phew~ Finally got my own blog ^-^ Tis is mine veri 1st entry~ =) **Happy Reading**'

Today is S'pore B'day.. I wish everyone who is reading my blog "Happy National Day"!!!

Dar couldn't get any NDP ticket.. No chance to watch it @ the new venue..
(o-O) Still waiting for ah dar to come over my place n pick me up.

Bored!! Goin on business trip soon on Oct!!
Hmmm.. Tis time round is going to China - Guilin..

Finally I got my own blog.. I promise will take lot of photos back.. View it from here okie?.. I will update once I come back..

Cheers..~

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2:10 PM

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Jeslyn Sim

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♥ ♥~Never let me go~♥ ♥

♥ I'm B.L.E.S.S.E.D ~ ♥

Name: Jeslyn Sim S. X

Attached Married to Mr. Law Y.S

Mummy-to-be

D.O.B: 05 June 1987

Occupation: Admin

✿ ❤ Cherish me, will u? ❤ ✿

~MaybE it's juZ rIght inFroNt of mE tHat I faiL to NotiCe~

✿ ❤ W.i.s.h ❤ ✿

✿ Have hiM by my siDe

♥ Travel on my b'day every year

✿ dolphins chaiN

♥ dolphin display wif colourful light - 5 June 09 from Thai *nice*

✿ parrots - 5 May 09 (7th monthsary)

♥ Earn lots of money

✿ ❤ <<珍惜>> ❤ ✿

【❀】A bouquet of flower from hiM

〖♡〗Couple Ring - 5 June 09

【❀】Gown Fitting - 7 July 09 (DONE!)

〖♡〗Wedding photoshoot - 8 July 09 (DONE!)

【❀】Collection of Wedding photos - 8 Aug 09

〖♡〗Wedding Band - 8 Aug 09


【❀】Officially Mr. & Mrs Law - 15 August 09

〖♡〗Our Little Precious
- Baby check up at Thomson Women Clinic
- Baby Name: ___________
- Baby's Gender: Boy/ Girl
- Baby's Estimated Due date: 09 Feb 2010
- Baby cry at Mount Alvernia Hospital/ Thomson Medical Centre
- Baby's weight:___ kg

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■ I am addicted with my current lifestyle..!! who cares~

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Girlfriend are like phones, we like to be held and talked to but if u press the wrong buttons u'll be disconnected..

Dun tell me u love me unless u reali mean it because I might do something crazy like believe it..

No man worth ur tears and the only one who is won't make u cry.. Dun fall for some 1 who won't be there to catch u..

***Love wasn't love till i met u*** The shortest word for me is I, the sweetest word for me is LOVE, but the only word for me is YOU 2 good 2 be 4 gotten..

Distance means nothing to me -it only makes me want to see u more.. *I wish I may, I wish I might, be the one u wish for tonite* ~star light star bright ~where the hell is my mr right?~*

~ True Love is like ghosts , Everyone talks about, But very few have seen.. I am nobody, no body is perfect, therefore i am perfect!

As long as my boss pretends that I'm earning much, I'm pretending tat I work hard ..Behind every successful man is a woman, behind her is his wife.

Eat well, stay fit,die anyway..So smile always~

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1. 我爱你，不是因为你是一个怎样的人，而是因为我喜欢与你在一起时的感觉。
I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.

2. 没有人值得你流泪，值得让你这么做的人不会让你哭泣。
No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.

3. 失去某人，最糟糕的莫过于，他近在身旁，却犹如远在天边。
The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.

4. 纵然伤心，也不要愁眉不展，因为你不知是谁会爱上你的笑容。
Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

5. 对于世界而言，你是一个人；但是对于某个人，你是他的整个世界。
To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

6. 不要为那些不愿在你身上花费时间的人而浪费你的时间。
Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.

7. 爱你的人如果没有按你所希望的方式来爱你，那并不代表他们没有全心全意地爱你。
Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

8. 不要着急，最好的总会在最不经意的时候出现。
Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

9. 在遇到梦中人之前，上天也许会安排我们先遇到别的人；在我们终于遇见心仪的人时，便应当心存感激。
Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.

10. 不要因为结束而哭泣，微笑吧，为你的曾经拥有。
Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

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